simple life

2009-05-16T14:03:00.003+08:00

Monday gonna start work.. 8.30-5.30pm.. Arrrgh. Pray hard that i can work up and go to work.. I have not been partying and enjoying myself. Sooner i'll be facing with work and sch load. no time for other things else..

Yday went to claim for my dad lorry. The one he drove on when he pass away. Alot of sentimental feeling when i'm driving the lorry. My dad really have a hard life. when his life comes to an end his mind is still about work. However, the lorry is driving me mad because the battery is too weak, when i wanted to wind up the window the engine fuse.

My sis fren, Vincent's mom pass away.. may god bless her. This year is really an unfortunate year. But life still have to go on yeah..

I hope i'm able to enjoy my worklife in tacam and no conflict over there.

2009-05-12T22:32:00.002+08:00

I am still jobless, rotting and thinking what i should do for my career.
Yesterday went to the motormuse interview. Interview at 10am and I waited 2 hours for that person in charged to come! KILL me! He even expect me to join them for lunch and want to drag my time. My time is precious OKAY! Then went down to AIA Alexandra to look for my agent to talk about my career in AIA. I'm really wondering should i start working as an agent? SIM Payment due tomorrow.. Money money again.

Finally today manage to wake up and service my car. YEAH! Later gonna go out and wash my precious car.. Outstanding loan of $80k! Its really killing me.

Tml got another interview at 2.30pm.. Hmmmm...

2009-05-01T01:33:00.003+08:00

It my birthday today! Jasmine Wei HuiMin Birthday! Suppose to go work but due to some reason i cant make it, Im sorry sue. I'm feeling very emotional right now. Although i'm financial unstable, wanna celebrate this 21st birthday of mine because in the year 2009, lot of things happen to my family. Initally, decide not celebrate when my dad left us, but in the end, i decide to celebrate bcos it gonna be my last bday celeb. I'm 21! Gonnaa have my key to freedom. Guess what, in my mind, I'm actually felt that dad has given me the biggest present that is the car key. He left me the car key before he left us.
I really hope he will dropby later at night 8pm to Warren Country Club to sing happy birthday song tog with the rest of my sweet friends and family to me.
I miss u badly dad.

2009-04-05T04:24:00.002+08:00

Another Bad new again, My neighbour whom is also my relative - my ah gong bro's wife, pass away on Friday. The saddened things is my family cant went over to the wake to visit her for the last time because my dad haven passed 49days. When a human being have to leave the world, its all fated.

I seriously dont know what happen to our family, within 6 months, 4 of our GWee family members left us to another world. :( I really pray hard, good luck and good things all came over to us. PLEASE!

Saturaday Afternoon, went to Lim Chu Kang to visit my grandparent and dad. Finally i get to put up the rose, and even a small bird placed with my dad. Hope the bird will look after my dad on behalf of us. :)
At Night! I'm Off! Because its Poh Ying Bday!! Happy Birthday Sweety!! We had an enjoyable night in Beaulier House in Sembawang Park! I Love your cake!! Nice and yummy!
Headed down to clark quay, during that moment i'm craving for white wine again! Although, in the end we did not enter into any of the clubs and have my white wine, but its ok. I'm happy enough with my frens tog with me!!

Life is full of up and down, 2009, my life is all going downslope. On our way back, we was so happily talkin and without realise, I've drove pass the cross t-junction when the traffic light is still red!! And my speed was slow! The worst thing is, there is camera!! Ahhh! FINE PLUS DEduct my merit point! Goshh!

All the bad things is happening on me! WHen i'm really down, all the bad luck all happened to me! haii..

When will i have the LAdy Luck!!

2009-04-01T10:04:00.003+08:00

Resting in living room, sat on the chair u once sat on. Looking at ur photo from far. My mind is filled with, dad why do u left us in a hurry? Why do u have to join ur dad when I have not done my part as a daugther to let u enjoy ur retirement. Pa, I really miss u. I'm wondering where did u go to'? Did u watch over us from another world. Like our watchmen, do whateva it takes to protect us and prevent no ones can hurt us.
Sometimes I did blame my grandfather from taking my dad away from us. Because I believe it's not fate that took dad away from us.

I met dad yday in my dream tog with my mom. But I din get to talk to him, but I'm happy enough that I can met him in my dream although it's impossible to happen in the reality.

I love u dad.

2009-03-30T03:04:00.004+08:00

1 month 2 days has passed. My dad left us on 28 feb 2009, whereas my ah gong left us on 17 feb 2009. This few weeks, it was really a hard times in my life, that is to accept the fact that my dad has left us. I really miss him alot. I know i'm not a good daughter, i only get to hold my dad hand, kiss him on his forehead when his heartbeat already stop.
I will treasure my mom, sis, bro and friends forever, because i cant afford to lose anything anymore.
Fill with worries on car insurance, all the bills. what should i do? Not enough money..

Esp thanks to frens who stand by my side during this period when i needed most help!
Esp Zy.. he's really great. But he's not my BF yet!! and even so, I'm afraid he cant be the pillar of my life..

Lastly!!!! I'm a Diploma Graduate! Yeah! My sadly, dad is not able to attend my graduation ceremory. At least, a thing that can make him proud of in our family.

My Birthday is coming.. should i celeb or not?
I still remb, after my ah gong funeral, i asked my dad whether can i celeb my bday or not. At first he say, cannot.. but he added that i can celeb outside. But now, he is not there to share my happiness, cut my 21st bday cake with me and take our family photo tog :(

2008-11-03T02:13:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. A tiring weekend has past. I have dyed my hair back to the normal colour!! Yeah!! Credit goes to mummy sue who helped me out from that. And Jocelyn and me even drank Martel, watching Dvd and gossiping about. That day, I can really tell i'm gonna drunk cause 3 of us drank half the 1litre Martel. OMG lor. In school, i was telling josh, i wanna vomit!!!

Halloween Night over at StJames while working is FUN! Although, everyone is tired but.. who cares. :)
Mship girls dressing up in CowGirls, LOL.. Although, it's kinda lame.. but we really dress up. Initially, mummy sue was supposed to join Me and jocelyn last min. shopping over at bugis for our costume but sadly she cant make it. Well, i shall post up the photos asap!! :)
At that night, i even went out for a few drinks with norynn bcos she's leaving. Wish her all the best in whateva she chose.

Sat Kyla went to Powerhouse for the dance function, and have a quick catch with her. OMG.. i miss her hugs.. lol.. im also influence of having hugs with my frens, it filled with warmth!! And i even took her to a small tour around StJames. I really miss hanging out with them!! And we have not celeb peiyi bday!!!! Girls take note!!!

Another long and tiring week welcoming me. I hope everything will goes smoothly for me.. I shall pray hard and try my best that i wont skip my lesson!!! And wont late for work.. :( I only got 1 day off over at StJames cos not enuff of people!! God get them faster to employ 1 full time staff so that mummy sue wont be so tried!!!!

2008-10-22T01:38:00.003+08:00

This week is totally an unluckily. Monday presentation was badly done.
Tue, met up with weixiang out for dinner and movie. Due to my forgetness, i left my laptop in the bus stop, luckily there is still sec school girl which was waiting for her bus, stood bside the seat and when i rushed back to the bus stop, the laptop is still there. Hengg..

But guess i'm really the ke xin, weixiang knock into another ppl car. No one is injured but his carplate nearly drop out and his new carbon fibre bonet out of shape.. I suggest to acc him to the workshop but he insist of having dinner and watch movie, so there we go to the place that we first met, Lot 1. This time round, the movie was at cinema 1. He recalled, the first time we had the movie was in cinema 2 which is his fav no.

During my dinner, my sis smsed and said that she and my bro met an accident. And they are on the way to nuh in the ambulance. How bad it is, 2 accident happened in a day. Our car is totally unrepaired~! hAI.. and my bro had a nose fructure and 1 tooth drop. Gosh.. When i met my bro, my tears nearly drop, he is so poor thing..

I've told wx to move on~ cos i really don have the time for him. I don wanna patch back when i don have time for him and in the end i'm afraid he will tell me that i treat him very badly and things happen again..

All i want is you to be happy cause ur smile is so sweet esp ur dimple.

2008-10-12T21:21:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired. Tml school reopen~.. boringg.. and i have not finish my bd part..
Argghh!!

Yday he ask me to go out with him to kl.. but i gotta work.

I've decide to go out with him and decide whether is he the one for me for my life.
Hopefully by then i can make a decision out from it. My mind must stay clear!!!

This is the last time, im really tired of getting hurt and cryin from him..

2008-10-09T20:45:00.002+08:00

Last min of booking a chalet yday is cool.. :)
Enjoy drinking, laughter..

Thanks to my bestie, SAM & YU!! u girls are the best. To be with me when i need your. :D

And not forgetting, Josh, Yi le & Zhi Yeow. LOL.. Both guys is knock out. And i got to drive josh bk home.

Too bad, no photo is taken yday night.. :(

I'M CONFUSED. REALLY. Shld i go back to him/move on??

I need great advice. I'm afraid of stepping back, I dont wanna cry again. I don wanna this thing to happen again, again and again.

But deep in my heart, we know that we still love each other.

After my begging for u to come back, no chance is given to me last week. U are totally heartless. Why cant u just tell me that u need time?
My tears, my swollen eye. Its so painful.

So now, after toking to ur mom. U are finally awake and i hope that u Really think twice whether to get me back anot.

I'm really afraid that i'll cry again. it's been twice since this year, 2008.

2008-10-06T00:28:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so much better, cause we just have a quick chat in msn. Yeah! I gonna have a surprise on Xmas from him. I'll remb and waiting for that day to arrived.
All i know is, his mind is in a mess. He dont know who he wanna be with. I no longer understand him, he kept everything to himself. Is he lying to me for everything just want me to give up on him? But how can he choose btw a 3days VIA 40Months r/s?

TO me, its a very big impact, My heart hurt totally. On the day we break up, he gave her a rose, 29/09/08. How can that be? THe moment u break up with me, u turn and gave a rose to another gal. I don understand y he choose her and not me? The only thing she win me is the farkin big breast. No more. Fat ass trying to act SEXy. Oh Gosh. ITs disgusing. I'm sorry for the critize. I want to shout-out! Why cant it no longer be me!! Oh ya, i shldnt be comparing with a fat bit**

I alr say, i will change. I wanna be a sweet & caring gal to u. I noe u need time, cos i know im bad to u at the first place.

ok. I really got hard time passing everyday, i cant be alone. Need someone to be bside me ifnot i will think and cry again. Every corner in my room, other places, there's memory.

I will cont to treat u good, need help let me know. I wont listen to u this time round, cos i gonna treat u nice. Hope u like the omnia and enjoy using it!! :)

2008-10-01T20:31:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling sad, depressed. I can give up everything for u just to get it back. I really want it back badly. Whateva ways I can tried of, I will tried to get u back. I believe u still love me. Cause our love couldnt be so fragile. I'll stand still and wait for u to come back.

2008-09-09T23:01:00.003+08:00

Super Unstable mood.
SUper moody.
Haiii.

I'm so bored.

Once i'm bored, i will silly stuff. HELP!

I'm seriously very guilty bout not catching up with mingshi.. HMmm.. Mahjong soon with her will enlighten up her days?? Hopefully.... soonn...

I'm running outa of cash again, HP bill is being cut-off.. :(
tml is pay day time!!!! :P

Sam bday celeb, SUCCESS. (EXCEPT: I OVERSLEPT AGAIN.)

2008-09-04T18:29:00.002+08:00

Yday was a fun night. Alt kinda tired and not feeling well but who cares~ :)
Couldnt sleep well thro' out the night bcos of my coughing. Later i share go visit the doctor.. Hai.. Thats e reason why i slept till 6pm today.
I'm so sorry didnt manage to wake up to eat lunch tog with mingshi and sam. Really guilty that i did not have time tog with mingshi, cos i can feel that she is facing some trouble which she will keep it to herself?

Alright, i got my first gucci lanyard~! Yeah!! but sadly, the chain is not gold in colour. sob.

Tml is another long day for working.. hai, really felt like quiting the job sia, its so tiring.. I want my dark eye ring to get well pls..

2008-08-24T21:35:00.004+08:00

I'm having moodswing.. feeling kinda down right now. Slept almost 12 hours today, felt so useless! argh!.. One more paper to go, but i'm already in holiday mood.
So little money, so little time, so many things i want...

IPhone 3G. White/Black?? My next big target. Wanted it so much although, i already have iphone 2G. Woman always wants the most in things. Argghh.. Guess. after kL trip. Save money. Pay off my pathetic debt and next! 3G iPhone! So nice and attractive.

2008-08-20T05:16:00.003+08:00

GBE PAPER in 4 hours time...
I'm still mugging in JE Mac, my mind is no longer in used. But Hopefully whateva i read just now is all in my brain.
Hope that the topic that i read will be out in the paper later..
I'm so tired.. exam is so much tiring than working in night life.

ShiawTing, is right beside me, and she is sleeping now.. Hmm.. She seems to be understand everything.. But I hope i will remember all the points and able to write it out in words later..

CHeers and JiaYou for myself..

Next week another paper.. I'm so reluctant to study..

Where's my motivation.

Alright..

SHould i sleep later?

Eleen birthday has pass, poor gal, she has to study for exams and not celebrating..

I Look Forward for my KL trip in SEP, with BEstie ANd Mingshi!!! :):):):)
Enjoy first den continue clearing my debt. SOrry ppl for the amount i owe, It takes more times for me to repay the debt. :P

OFf to Continue mugging!! Swear, I wanna sleep thro' out the night after next day noon after the bday celeb w Eleen.

2008-08-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

2008-08-07T01:44:00.003+08:00

Y E A H. . ..

I finally got my new hairCut!!

It is pretty done..

I had my haircut done over at Reload, Boat Quay Area. MY styler was called kevin. His great!! His skill is fabulous. And the guy who helps me wash and blow my hair did a good job. I almost fall asleep while he was washing my hair..
The ambience of the salon was great, classic.. really nice. I like their interior design alot alot alot...

So.. ppl.. I greatly recommend Reload at Circular Road, and find kevin Foo!!

Alright,

I shall start mugging for exams.!! I got not much time left.. Thurs, fri and sat.. i'm working.. So..ya.. next tue ASCM!! Arghh. I Dont wana fail!!
*Thanks ELeen for being there when i need help! thanks so much..
I always wanted to be a good fren with Eleen, hopefully we are..
:)

2008-08-02T03:42:00.002+08:00

B O R I N G. . .

S L E E P Y. . . .

ACHE. . . . . .

Just hope dat e time flies, den i can get into my LaLa Land..

Boring work..
Haiz........

2008-07-31T00:46:00.004+08:00

All I want is to see whether are we compartible.
All I want is to see whether can u really give me happiness..
All i want is to see whether are u really e one for me in e future & not for the time being. Therefore, I just wanna noe does our relationship works out well...

Alright, I did hurt u times & times again & again.. Therefore, i really wanted to mend my mistake.

I'm not e perfect gal. Not pretty. Not caring. Alright, No one is perfect.

I noe i've always say out e wrong thing that makes u mad..
Noe that u are always caring for me but i don appreciate it at all..

Im really under lots of stress, just hope that u will understand.
But apparently, sadly, u dont.
I don blame u, cos its all my fault. I let u down..

I seriously dont know what is on my mind that make me say that. I just felt that love don need a time limit at all.

Tears rolling down...
Jus hope to see ur smile once and only again for e last time.

Flashback in my mind bout how crazy I am when i first get to knoe u.
That night when u keep walking pass the place where we first met, & receive my first hand-made rose by u.
Then, it makes me going back to Zouk every week just to catch u, while u are working.
I'm happy even a few glare at u, and a quick chat & not forgetting.. I will act drunk and kiss u on e cheek & ran away.
I will even wait for u to off work & fetch u go bk home.
THats how crazy i am in e past.
Right now, i don hav e time to do all this anymore..

Just hope that u'll be happy forever.
At least happier than we are tog.
Sadly, I cant met all ur frens & share ur joy tog.
Im jus a short passer-by in ur life.
But u will be forever in my mind.

THe cutiest guy that i've known..
Thanks for e time u have given me. I appreciate v.v. much

The 1st month Anniversary that I wanted to show it to u.

2008-07-30T23:14:00.002+08:00

I'm in a lost.
What should i Do.
Should i stay single? Or i'm just too tired of relationship?
QuarrelquarrelQuarrel...
Aint Love suppose to be sweet?
Lovely...

I just need time to think over it again.
Jus wanna see if it really work out.

Alright. . .

Today while i reached sch carpark, toyota altis infront of me, jus cant to wait. Reverse and hit my infront. Luckily nothing happen.

Am i turning unlucky?

Well, have to go down to stjames today. Felt like a wasted trip. Guess i should pick up a few lang on malay. ;)

Tomorrow is my nafar.. can i run? I did not trained at all. Hahaa...

2008-07-24T01:35:00.002+08:00

having a bf is hoping that someone can give us happiness, laughter and security...
in a relationship. mutual respect is the most impt. thats when give and take come into the picture.
he is e one giving.. and im taking..
i'm really not up to ur expectation.
i seriously need some serious reflection about myself.
what do i want from my life now.
my temper & attitude has been turnin worst to worst.
esp to my boy, really sorry. i've make u suffer thro' out le.
will this lead me to depression?

2008-07-17T23:03:00.002+08:00

Problems, Project has been accumulating. . .
Suddenly I felt so depressed.
My langauges, studies is so poor. I just felt that i'm so useless, free-rider who can't contribute much into e project. During the later part of the day, i just felt like i'm a dumb who totally lost and dont know what to do but to just wait for them to complete the project and i did nothing at all.
I dont want this! I dont like to wasting my time down there just to see people to finish doing 'our' project. I dunno how other ppl will feel, but i just felt that to them, i know nothing at all. Its true, but I still wanna learn. I wanna be a part in the group also but not a handicap.
I receive two warning letters alr.. Jus dont know why, this time round, i really scare of being debarred from exams.. No pls, pray hard all this wont happen.. this is my preicous last year in poly life!
Just felt that my friendship wasnt that wonderful, except sweety sisters.
Love problem didnt goes well so sweetly, its all my attitude and behaviour that caused a problem. *sorry.

Family.. i felt i'm not part of it already. Always back home so late, didnt have the time to have a good chat with my mum, and sorry to my lookalike 'sis' that i always show u attitude and temper.

Financial crisis... Still without fail, i'm still oweing alot of debt.. Dont noe where has my part time pay went to.. I need money now........ lots and lots of money to repay all my debt, den i will be stressfree!!

Felt so guilty now.. have been feeling alitt bit better after sms with mingshi! :)
She's really good in bball sia, so shuai. oh No! i started to admire her and the no. 7 from RP.

God, hopefully everything will goes on smoothly for me esp in my sch presentatn and working life.

2008-07-02T13:46:00.013+08:00

Yday was SCM networking session, kinda funny during e part of ice-breaking games.
Our class, shuai shuai de guitarist yangzhi!! :)
Coming up~ e cutie, sihui tog w yangzhi. DUAL~
Our class putting up a song, "stand by me".. sadly, no photographs taken..
nEXT! the next funniest thing.
Hoo hoo hoo~
Alright, e guy who's kissing with josh is cute de lor.. :)

Hmm, After e session.. Ben & JErry Ice creaM!!! yummpy..!!

Merlion!!!
HEyhey~ satisfaction.
See~ even jieQin is lickin e spoon..
Lastly.. Eleen and hazel..
Alright, hazel.. next time pls dun camera shy ok? :)
Candy & Me..taken b4 e SCM networkin session..
Furthermore, after e ben&Jerry.. drive back home.
sorry songhui didi, yday didnt make e effort to meet u, although u wanted to come my hse, but im just too tired. I slpt at 10plus, till e next morning 8.11am.
Again, again, again.. i'm late for ASCM, i'm wondering will melisa mark my attendance bcos i reach e class at bout 9! hai.. i alr make my effort to rush over le.. just that i cldnt wake up~ nobody gave me morning call leh.. i really cant bear to skip anymore ASCM le.. Skip.. GBE and my gems.. :P
alright.. now..
i guess i should back to tk a litt nap den off to outside to complete my tma report, gonna hand it out today sia.

Kinda worried for my bd, how!! We're trapped!!

2008-06-30T03:17:00.002+08:00

EURO FINAL.. I'M GG TO OFF WORK SOON, GG TO CATCH A QUICK GLARE AT THE SPAIN VS GERMANY. I BET SPAIN WILL WIN.
SO.. SPAIN DONT LET ME DOWN HAR. :)
JUST HEARD TORRES KICK IN ONE GOAL..
HIPEE.. IF THATS TRUE, IM SO HAPPY LAR. LATER GO CATCH THE SCORE

HMM.. I'M SO TIRED.. NOT ENUFF SLP!!
NOONTIME, I WENT BACK TO WORK IN WESTMALL, HAV SAKURA FOR LUNCH & DINNER. :)
BACK HERE IN STJAMES AT NIGHT, TIME IS PASSING BY SO SLOWLY.. AND I'M HAVIN A SLIGHT HEADACHE.
HMM.. I HAVE BEEN HERE ALMOST 2MONTHS LE, WEN IS E TIME FOR ME TO QUIT LEH?
I'M STIL WONDERING..

PICS TAKEN IN MSHIP DESK! :)

duh~~~
Cheers~~ Our craze photo shot after work. :P

2008-06-25T01:55:00.003+08:00

S T R E S S . . .
Gonna fail for my TMA paper le.

S i A n..

alright.. today. just got my first branded perfume, Chanel! Super nice. ilikeitv.much

tomo, ASCM, pray hard i noe how to do.. cos its all MCQ!

Just now was looking at yu and peiyi shopping LJ. Saw 3 pretty stuffs from there, and i'm getting it from them! :)
Sadly, i can only pay them once i got my pay which is 2weeks later. (thanks darlin, for lettin me to hav e privilge; i still owe u lots of $ sia)
Simply love them to e core.

My DiDi is now sleepin soundly on my bed in his lala land. Duh! didnt even wait for me and he alr fall asleep.. And i cant go out study w biao mei.. cos.. he's here. Sad.
Love, pls dont doubt it. It's scary sometime..

Its 2am, and i have not sleep yet, alright, i've been sleeping thro out e whole noon and night. And now i cant sleep le.
Shitman, i'm turnin more and more ugly and old after i work in stJames.
But no worries, i got e wonder of MAKEUP~

*imissmygodpa.. his bday coming le lor~..

2008-06-12T04:55:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired, down with flu and cough. HELP
I've been gg back sch this few days to meet up for my projects. Bd, ASCM, TMA, GBE is driving me mad.
I got not enough time to do so many things
And i still have not start my revision for my test in less than 2 weeks time. Ahh!! Today i jus found out that TMA is tested on 6 topics! OMG.. i dun wann to fail pls.
I seriously need guidelines
Another thing...
songhui didi is driving me mad. keep nagging and doubting on our r/s. Hai.
I'm really devoted in this r/s. Its just the start....
I need more time and more money..
*money pls drop down from e sky pls.

2008-06-08T13:14:00.003+08:00

No longer simple life.
Hipee~ I am officialy tog with my song hui di di le. Although, i still felt a little that i'm a big jie jie. HaaHa. but no worries. our love can last. Hopefully. If i manage to withstand his nag nag nag.
Anyway, truth is already out.. I've been a fool for the last 1/2-1 year tog with my oddies "hubb".
Haa.. i'm really a big fool of lying to myself and believing him that there is nothing between them and he still got e guilt to be angry with me and command me that if i dare to meet her, he will break up with me.
What a f man is this. I really see thro' u. Trying to cover ur lies and hopefully everything will be back to normal one day. yeah, its back to normal le, and i'm no longer yours. Isnt that what u want 1/2 to 1 year ago, told them u are depress bcos we hav break up but in fact is dat we did not broke up, u just think i am irritating and want me to get out of ur life. I'm still such a fool of still waiting over at ur place like a idiot and u are happily inside jb hugging another bitch.
Once, ur lies is been recovered, there's no point to be back together again.
And u can jolly well go in JB again and find other more slut, bitches out there who will make u happy.
I always tot u are e perfect man i can married to, but now, i will just look forward to more everyday life.
No matter what u do is really pointless. Go ahead and change ur mobile no. and etc. U dun have to tell me anything. I guess in future, few months later, i will soon forget about this things. And maybe we will be back to just normal frens once again.

2008-05-10T17:27:00.004+08:00

My birthday has over way way way back. And Now its time to refresh memories on my birthday. Although wasnt a perfect want, and i did fall down before i went into PowerHouse. But no Worries!! All my sweeties is there for me! I really love e sweeties to manage to come down and celebrate with me! Love U girls & guys!!! :)
Esp xiao wei, eleen and Hazel!! i'm so glad that ur make e effort to come down. Notgetting Anna, Nich And Joreen. :)
And i manage to kiss every dancies mates!!! MUACKS! *Sam pls don make e "e" sound e next time i kisses eu.
And not forgetting the wonderful guys who make it down too! Thanks Guys!
And not forgetting my wonderfful dinner with my family and watchin for ironman..
Thanks for e iPhone too. *touch!

LASTLY!!
FAREWELL FOR NERDY PARROT~
She has reach yellowstone and see snow!!! *envy.
We've a pretty night down at yu holland hse.
Although everyone is very tired!!
:)

2008-04-23T20:18:00.003+08:00

:)

I LOVE SAM, MINGSHI, YU, NERDY PARROT, PEIYI, TYRIS!! I'm so deeply in love w them. :)

SuperModel with e shortie! Opps, whr is sam & parrot? They should join me too! :)

Cant wait to meet them next wed down at powerhouse!

:)

2008-04-12T11:52:00.002+08:00

Yday was meant to be a happy day for me. But one turn makes me moody & worried for the whole day. Totally EMO.
IM so stupid. Fart!

2008-04-09T23:15:00.002+08:00

PEEPS!! I'm having a bday celeb down at POWER HOUSE on 30 APRIL'08! Everyone who is my frens is invited.
ESP: MY POLYMATES, DANCEMATES, SEC CLASSMATES, PRI CLASSMATES, COLLEGUES & FRENS!!!!!

dO MSG/TAG ME FOR DETAILS!

LOVE U GUYS! :)

2008-04-01T01:50:00.002+08:00

I'm just wasting my time today. The last thing i remember for today is never be a busybody again.
Hated myself so much.
Sorry Sam & Belinda for wasting ur evening.

2008-03-29T01:01:00.006+08:00

GLOOMY!

I'm so tired & sick for this week.
Have been goin out till late nite, catchin up with frens & clubbin!! :) LOLX. Okay, i'm happy to hav sacrific my sleeping time for this activities. LOLX. Cause i LOVE Them!!

Last week went to salsa club & dxo w sam & gracie. tupid yu only catch up w us after the whole ting was over. :)

Zouk on wed was a catchup w Belinda!! Was so surprise to see her there!

Wedding Affair, is really a gd show, bride wear is so nice!! HahAa.. i oso wanna get married! A short catchin up with my fav dancemates!! LOve them totally.
But yu.. Wat actually happen to eu yday??

TOday was really exhausted. While driving to work, i almost fall asleep (nw i understand e feeling). After havin e medicine, went to bed but was awake by my coughing & vomit.

I'm feeling moody. What shld i do. I'm so confuse with myself.

2008-03-19T19:56:00.002+08:00

My didi is back! :)
I gonna fall sick soon le.. sian..
And i need plenty of sleep!

2008-03-11T23:24:00.004+08:00

I felt like i'm having lot of break during working. I get to eat finish my coco crunch & Yandao AM Toh..almost ate finish my chocolate. LOLX. AM Toh, u can eat it all, jus don let ur wife knw bout it. And i seriously don mind that u almost ate finish so dont keep on apologise to me. Okay, We brought sweet & of cos green tea!! IT's time for diet!! :)

Another piece of good new! Vincent KorKor is a PaPa now!! Congrats!!!!

HehHehHeh.. I got a no. of photos taken during my workplace, will upload after my attachment. :P

Mingshi mia le ar? nv reply me sia.

off to bed.

2008-03-05T19:59:00.009+08:00

Yday my MeiMei, MIngshi came over my workplace & wait for me to off work because we gonna meet josh for pool session over at kovan. In e end, jus e both of us went to hougang & eat Yummy bak ku teh. Its really nice!
Something interesting happen, i parked my car beside a hyundai where there's a guy sleeping inside e car. And after our dinner, he is still sleeping inside e car. But e moment we open our car door, he woke up. Few mins later, e guy sit over to his car passenger's seat & ask me to wind down e window & wanted to make frens w us. WTF sia. I keep sayin nonono.. & his like 30 - 40 years old le. Hai.. really uncle to me & he even ask me isit i scare that's y i refuse to give him e no. stupid sia, his so old. If his car is really like integra den i will definitely give.
HAha.. I'm realistic :)
So, i quickly drovve e car away, luckily he nv followed us, if not really scary sia.. so i got to drive bk to jurong again cos my sis say she wanna bring my niece to see doctor. In e end, xinyan came over my place & fetch us for pool session again. I wore e wrong top and its really uneasy den e stupid irritatin chinamen keep lookin to our direction wen we're playing, hate it man. But not too bad har, i got win. HaHa.. but i noe it's all by luck de la. Mingshi suddenly v. high sia, so we took several photos!
Thumbs UP!
Our 2nd Pool session!! :)
Phew, finally a satisfied one. :)
Next Coming up! Our posture when we're playing pool. :)
OPps, din manage to catch jiazhen pretty face.
XinYan, who drove mazda 3 sports!
Showing off my meimei mingshi!
She's really PRO leh, with a happy heart! :)
Looks Pro har. HaHaa!!

Hmm.. Lolx. Just like wat mingshi have say inside her blog, both of us really did e thing or say e same word tog at e same time. Hahaa.. it's really funny & we're always LOL!
Back home & cont. replying my mail. Didi's mail really enlighten my night!

Today, I'm super duper tired cos yday slept at bout 2am. :(
Okay, today during tea break, Fraddie & Sim KorKor is very funny. Fraddie KorKor was like touching my forehead asif his doing Qi Gong on me & Sim KorKor was blowing smoke behind my head & its really funny, I should have took down photographs & post is here! Thanks to both KorKor, i can sense that they are tryin their best to wake me up. :)
During lunch, Fraddie KorKor brought me sneaker! nice! & SPost "yandao AM Toh" ate ahem ahem which is against his family regulation. Oh ya, I should post up e evidence on my blog, so that he will give me GRADE A for my evaluation. (i'm so smart) :)
This is what i've drawn when i'm inside e office waiting for e "Yandao AM Toh" But e minsan over there is drawn by "Yandao AM Toh". It's pretty ya he can really draw so well!! Does it look like me? :)
Ohya, cant stand "Yandao AM Toh" sia, He's so "CUTE!!" Fraddie KorKor got alot of funky ringtones & recently he was using e Cat meow meow sound, so "Yandao AM Toh" changed his ringtone today & was kinda proud bout dat. He changed e ringtone to e advertisement bout two angmo guys who is singing & promoting e PODCAST website. That is really more OMG!! HAI.. really cute AM Toh sia..

2008-03-01T15:03:00.008+08:00

Was kinda down when i saw my result. Pathetic GPA 2.. Sian SIan Sian!!
QUANTITATIVE ANALYSIS C
UNDERSTANDING CROSS CULTURAL DIVERSITY C
PHYSICAL DISTRIBUTION & WAREHOUSE MANAGEMENT C+
DRAMA APPRECIATION C+
TRANSPORT ECONOMICS AND PRACTICES C+
FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT D+
MARKETING RESEARCH D+

Semester GPA: 2.042
Cumulative GPA: 2.34

Dam sad w e result. Wat e hell happen to huimin sia.. Hai.. Result is droppin droppin & droppin. Ass sia.. Hai.. Super demoralize.

Phew, my fun nite yday, after my work, i went over to meet mingshi for dinner & she come over my house & den proceed to pub along e central mall w my frens.. I don like beer, yuck! Thank goodness, Mingshi helpin me to drive josh & one of my polymate back. I noe it gonna be bored over thr, so i bring along poker cards. Ha.. Hopefully they hav fun oover thr.. Thanks gal.. i hope u're not feeling bored over there. AND hola.. Prata session after everything ends, yummy!!
Jus a few random photos, too bad yile left early & didnt hav a chance to tk w him.
Phew.. during pub.. i'm really ugly & fat sia.. I want to have MIngshi's big eye!! :)

He's e guy who i also want his eye!!
Yum YUm Yum.. OUr Prata & teh!!
Mingshi & JieQin..
Lastly..
Yandao Josh & ugly min. HA..
Anyway, its a nice gathering actually.

My bill is really fuck sia. DIE. Current jan bill $400+, I really die.. my bill really cost me a bomb & i got no idea how i'm gg to clear it and i still got so many debts!

okay, drop e sad story of mine.

Yeah.. hola, Sam is comin back on fri, & of cos being my best fren, I'm oso gg airport to fetch & welcum her. :P I miss her so much!!!

Three weeks later, songhui didi is oso comin back!!! YEAH!!

2008-02-25T19:19:00.004+08:00

Yday went for dinner wit mingshi, xinyan & zhen at bukit timah. We ordered lotsa foods & will upload e photo once they send me the photo.. After dinner, we head to Clementi for some pool session. I seriously need more training from my new didi, his my new pool shifu. :)
ME&Mingshi, ehh.. i find it not bad leh, why u say not nice. HAha.. okay. I like it. :P

Cont for today..
At work, i pack the reader digest for school order the whole day, and Melisa, my lanson office came and visit me.
Okay, i was very unlucky. The moment i was going back home.. it rains!!!
So i went back to e office and use the net for awhile and headed bk home went ther is lessen rain. Okay. I waited for e bus for almost 15mins, and there is no bus. So.. i took a cab home. The cab fare was super duper dam ridculous!!! IT is $14 from ayar rajar to BoonLay!! IT is both in the west area and i got to pay for $14. For e price of $14, i can travel from BoonLay to Woodland or even to Hougang. It SUPER EXPENSIVE la!!! Fark sia. Ass. Have u guys ever wonder, How can the meter cont. wen the cab is not moving, esp during red traffic light. I tot, the fare was calculated by the distance of KM travelled. THis is really WTF sia. I will nv take a cab esp during this super peak hour. haii.. why must we pay such a high fare wen there is jam, and there is always no cab alr esp during peak hours and central area.. AHHhh..!!

okay, wat to do standard of living is getting higher, and i seriously dun believe dat the taxi driver is not earning la.. they are earnin more than enuff sia..
I've spent my 2days work pay on the fare today.!! :( :( :( :(
sobbb....

2008-02-19T19:06:00.010+08:00

Back from work le.. today i think i manage to pass all e "test" given by e supervisor ba. Anyway, i'm thinking of finding a part time job for myself during the wkend so that i will be pack and i can clear all my debts (a total of more than 1k) asap!

Pig excess his sms of 1per day, he sent me 3sms today. HAHAha..
I'm so happy! I hope i'm e only one who gets ur sms wen u r in U.S. & u only pay attention to me!
Hee.. told u i'm very selfish de. Jus wanna occupy u to myself only. HahAHAa..

Okay.. today Uncle fraddie told me that it's not worth it to be together with a guy who initial the break up first.. So.. should i seek his advice? Im still thinking..

:P
Below is my latest photos for how i've been doing. :)

Look how cute they are!! :)

Taken during chinese new year!

*Thaat's my boy!

*You Girls fill my life full of colours!*

He's my new didi =)

2008-02-18T23:07:00.004+08:00

*Monday bluess
*Phews. I'm back!

i'll wait patiently for pig didi de reply. :)

My fren, a guy, a long lost fren, he came fetch me today. He ride a bike. I was so scared sia, almost had cold feet. Hahaa.. Den we went out for dinner at iMM, headed to west coast park to relax and chit chat.. After that back home le.

Hmm.. my niece was crying away when i reach home.. so noisy sia.

So.. Im now was waiting for my dear hubby to come bk and giv me a call.. So dat i can sleep sweetly.

Okay.. Today.. sam went indonesia, will be back in 3weeks time. Pig DiDi went US, will be back in March, XiaoTing went BeiJing, will be oso back in March.. ALl went oversea!! Left me and Mingshi sia.. haha.. Think she gonna irritated by me alot.
MINGshi must tolerate with me har.. Thank u!

:)

2008-02-03T02:33:00.000+08:00

:)
BACK!
1Feb! Last day of sch, last day of paper. Been mugging through endless nite, but i guess my result is not gonna be good.
*PRAY HARD that i wont repeat any of the module!
Since its last paper, clubbing definetly. Gonna apologies to anna bout yday nite. Hmm.. its a tiring night. p.s. his really cute!
A beautiful saturday night and i'm rotting at home. I should be out enjoying my life! ok, but i do need some rest.
Relationship is in the decling stage. I seriously dont know what to do. I tot today whole day he will be with me cause we've not been spending time tog for a long time. In e end, he came, watch enchanted w me, and left. where's my kisses and hgggies??!!!
The time now is striking 3a.m. and his still not bad yet. I was wondering what e fuck his doing in there, i seriously dun believe that jb carmart will open until so late jus to fix their car. Guess he must be drinking at e same old place again, bcos i was able to get thro' his no. just now. *fan*
WHAT SHOULD I DO??!!

2007-10-16T14:46:00.000+08:00

15 oct - Susan & siying Bday
Went celeb for susan but saddening siying wasnt there.
Frenship..
A fun dinner filled with laughter at Pizza Hut.

16 oct- Skippin morning class & havin lunch w mingshi jus now, until now den i remb that yday i told mingshi that i will update my blog.
Since so long, finally back again.
In lab now, gg for lect soon.. tata~

Everyone! Do get back to this suxy blog often.

*off to play PSP
:)

2007-07-13T19:44:00.000+08:00

:) I'm back home! Transformer is really nice, i bet hubb will like it v much. I decided to post some pics to recall my memories :)

wahaha.. i'm the winner!

hubb & me. :)

Cutie mei, she's so CUTE! i really love her.

That's the bday cake! bday ger & family. :)
I'm really lazy posting the pics, guess its enuff. haha.

off to watch tv & do my proj.
I really wanna go clubbing badly!! help! must quickly go find clubbing kakis

2007-07-13T10:44:00.000+08:00

Finally updated my blog! One year has passed, lots of thing had happen. Hai, all turn out to be memories.
Gonna watch transformer today with yu & sam, i'm so excited! :) hmm, still thinking of what to eat for my breakfast,lunch & dinner, 3-in-1.
Last weekend just went to the big bungalow chalet, it was really nice, pretty, totally a carefree life i'm looking forward to. The chalet is a celeb for our princess renee's 3years old birthday celebration. I love the buffet fried rice, its really nice i guess. Ru manage to ballot 2chalet, so 1 is for me & 1 is for them, but 1 of the bungalow, is heard to be haunted.. so.. on the first night yu, sam & me sleep in the next bungalow as i'm really scared! because the stupid tan wei xiang wasnt there for the 1st day, he went in johor, w/o me again. We manage to spend the 1st nite going giant to buy foods & stoning & rotting inside the house. We slept at bout 6 or 7 in e morning, w the company of shaun. lolx. thanks fren.
2nd nite, we woke up at 2plus, the whole house was empty because mei got competition at imm, left yu, me, sam & shaun. Hmm.. Cup Noodle for breakfast & lunch.
Play card game w mum, jie, gu gu, hee.. this is to win there money.
Yu & sam handled mei & jing. lolx. The most funniest thing is that mei keep beating yu. guess its bcos to mei, yu is a giant!
Jing bday cake was a 3d barbie doll, i'll update the pics asap! It's really very pretty.
Grace & peiyi came rather late, at bout 11plus. Haha.. I'm so happy, cause i still know how to drive manual car, short shift gear is really good. Faster control of the car, hubb faster go change so that i can drive.
We went bk to my bungalow chalet, luckily nothing happen, except early in the morning keep hearing banging sound. Damn irritating.
Nxt day, movie maroton. & hubb wash car inside, its really wonderful to have stay in the bungalow house. :)
Gonna rush for lecture.

2006-12-28T16:11:00.000+08:00

He break up w me on LAST YR countdown, and he break up w me in this yr xmas. whO is the one who did not treasure each other? Din we promise we wil compromise w each other?
Now we're back together again. i hope we'll stay together and no more of this for this special ocassion.

2006-09-29T23:24:00.000+08:00

Finally able to cont. hate my sis in law, always occupy e laptop & i dont have a chance to use it..
arghh..
okay..
hubb wasnt angry w me bout e ideas of smashin e cake on him, bcos i cried & his frens helped me. hahaa... denn.. boring nite.. hubb acc slp.. nxt day his fren got an accident near coasta sand, his tryin to show off to e ger who already got a bf. & his drivin evo, he forgot there's a sharp bend & he jus knock into e tree infront. Luckily everyone was fine & slightly hurt.
Nxt day, 17sep, sleeppin day for me. haha..
okay.. nothin much den on 23sep, went down to coasta sand again to celeb his fren, apple bday!
hubb, me, fa & his gf.. we headed to WWW.. fuN time..
ahhaa.. hubb acc play samsung!! lolx.. & he din shout, i was e want who shouted. :P
Then hubb did a very disgustin ting inside e pool, it's worst den peein in e pool.. anyway i promise him not to say out so i shld, shhh!!!..
Then both me & fa's gf, serene, truely dont like hubb's fren, called joycelyn.. she's totally a slut! she is so thick face that she went steady w so many of there frens & she wont feel embrasse at all.. You can imagine she did hold & kiss everyone of her fren & after break, she can still treat as nothin happen b4.. dont she felt her mouth & hand is dirty. yucks! okay.. i tink i dont have e rite to say her, anyway, i've told hubb.. i hate her! & asked him not to contact her & try to avoid her. he promised me. :)

hmm.. den sch start... boring sch.. this semester is so pack.. & e timetable wasnt good.. everyday 5pm, except wed.
yday after sch went town e eleen & sum guys from my class.. nothin much. xcept hubb send me a msg, told me dat today he got 2appt w tat gal, & hope i dont mind bcos its workin & not dating. Immediately, i tot is dat slut, i was very angry, i tot why hubb din listen to me & still find her!! In e end, it's a mistake, he called me & say it's got appt w 2gers, 1 is married, & e other one got bf for 2yrs plus, i cried out bcos i was so angry den we quarrel.. straight after dat while i'm wipin my tears, two guys appoached me & eleen, jus like eleen, i oso tot they wanted to get our no. but e first word they say is that, they're from modellin agency.. sian diao... i was cryin & they approached us.. anyway, we gave our no. bcos they jus pickin up e gals..After that went chinese garden with my budd good frens at 6.30pm but i was late again :P, to celeb early jasmine bday. told lotsa photo & we even carry latern, & mine was e frst to spoilt & burned. jasmine did a hand draw portable.. it look so real! It's enjoyable. Sam acc me went to westmall & closed e cart & we headed down to je to meet them again for supper,bought a small cake @ breaktalk. We was so full.!! saM, mongshi & me took 99, & e rest took train bk home.. On e bus, we chaatted!! i love them. haha.. then mongshi acc me to kelly's blk, & we saw a uncle sitting at e stonechair starin at us.. so scary la.. so i quickly called kelly to come down & send mongshi back, but e uncle disappear. ha.. guess we will tinkin too much..
lol
today was so rush for me. woke up at 9am w hubb, eat breakfast together, finally!
bath & went bk to slp.
I was late for fom lect, late for gems, late for Cd.. iTs all so packed!! & watercolour paintin wasnt interestin!! i regret sia.. haii.. i oso wanna joined better prounciation together w mingshi, so easy la.. hai..
i sprin my leg yday, today it hurting me alot.. hmm..

faster get my pay & i want to change to 3G phone, new bag, new jacket, new hairstyle. I want to perm my hair!!
& i want to be on diet..but i finished up e whole da bian brownie, made by kelly.. arrghh!!! i want to be tall & slim!!!

2006-09-22T01:04:00.000+08:00

hubb bday is over. 3day 2nite in e chalet was a torture. so boring..
On e first nite, together wit hubb's fren fa & her gf..we went to buy food & stuff at nite. Come bk chalet, arrange everyting, bath, play ps, den sleep. Wake up at 3plus in e morning, went to fish market, to buy stingray & prawns. stingray is really cute but i find it puzzle dat went it die, stingray is not smilin.. guess. it is crying. dat's y it mouth is :( saddening.
After dat follow them here & there, was kinda fed up bcos it's v boring!! anyway, okay, i slp in e lorry wit fa's gf. Finally bk to chalet.. wash e stingray, corn & stuff.. den hubb 1st batch of fren arrived, boring le.. so.. his fren went swimmin, & i went bath wit hubb.. den.. slp.. yeahh.. manage to slp awhile den all his frens come.. until 8pm, i cannot take it, e place is so crowded.. so i went to ting's princess daugther full month.
HUbb was mad at me bcos i delayed e time of comin bk, ok. i've planned to smashed cake at hubb wen his making wish but his angry at me, so i dun dare.. i approached his fren & asked his fren to do it, they agreed. but hubb was very mad. And scold his fren..i'm so guilty & upset. bcos that could be e end of our r/s.

his back from company.

to be cont..

2006-09-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

hav been bz workin for my holiday..
i did so badly for my 1st sem. 2.6onli, omg.. i'm so stupid la.. anyway.. i passed my final theory, dats e only thing that makes me proud.. hahaa..
lots of ting happenin.. 1st, jing hospitalise but she's fine now. 2nd, hubb bday comin, suppose tis comin friday only me and him in e chalet room now.. include his fren.. sadd.. haii.. And on sat, i'm gonna rush like mad. It's wEi bday, i'm still wondering shld i send a mystery msg to wish him happy bday. Anyway & it's also cutie ashley, my cousin, tingting's princess 1st month. And her buffet start at onli 7pm, & i'm gonna rush like mad, go thr 1st den go hubb chalet. i ordered cake for him le.. not nice at all, haii.. bo bian.. my life is in a mess. workin and workin.
tml still needa go kbox wit polymates celeb grace & weiming bday ba, after dat need to rush to work again..

I still don't know wat to buy for hubb!!
haii..

2006-08-18T17:01:00.000+08:00

i'm sad, disappointed.
I ask u why u wanna work so hard?
& u replied, i'm 21 & i wanna drive sport car. I wanna throw money on u. I don't want u to look down on me, although i've only a ite cert.

i'm very hurt.

2006-08-18T14:07:00.000+08:00

I totally got no life..
study study..
hubb- joined MLM.. his happy, but i'm not. i know guys wanna earn lot lot & drive posh car.. hai.. but eventually neglect his gal.
i'm neglected too. He was reluctant to explain himself whenever we quarrel, it's makes me think that he wanted to end this r/s.
Even he earned so much $, & what if eventually i'm not his future wife. It's pointless..
hmm.. nVm. need to be care & concern but i feel nothing from him.
I need him, love him, but eleen ask me to forget him. NOOoo!! haii..
aNyway, although his busy i still enjoy iron his clothes for him. Make me feel so happy at least i'm able to do something from him.
After exam, it's time for clubbing!! hee~

Aug & sEp i'm gonna be broke, lots of my frens bday!! oMg.. hmm..
wat should i get for them???

2006-08-08T01:12:00.000+08:00

Sat was a very happy day for me. Finally able to go out with hub although his hair cut was badly done by jean Yip. Nvm. In my heart your always so shuai although i always told other ppl my bf not shuai de.
:)
We reach marina at 8 and we waited for e parking lot for almost 45mins, & i'm very hungry because i havent took my lunch & dinner, was kinda angry with hubb.. But, bcos of me, hubb ran & buy me curry puff, so Nice! And stupid me, i still dunno how to appreciate. Now i believe that nobody will harm our r/s bcos his mind & heart only got ME! :-]

hmm.. after e lame movie, i was very hungry, initially wanted to go eat with hubb's fren but his frens was sleepin & playin mahjong. Hubb say that nite i was pretty in his eye..
hahaa.. i love tis.. :) We headed to Newton cIrcle & den back home.

But i dunno how to treasure wat's good in me. I took things for granted..

The next day, hubb was very late for work, continous 6days i nv wake hubb up & his late. His dad was not v happy den, but hubb still make e effort to fetch me to work. He even say sorry that he make me late for work, & he even ask me to eat.. Since a bf whr to find.. haii.. BUT he got a selfish gf, i dun allow him to go play mahjong with his fren & wanted him to cum down & acc me to work. haii.. I was angry for he din come down & acc me, & hugg me.
He brought dinner for me & den went off.
He wanted break off.

I cried.

I waited for him under his block & even ask his frens to help me to locate him.
I noe whr he is, but i got no car to fetch me there. Poor hubb.. slp inside his lorry at his workers hostel.

No matter wat i said, he dun want to patch back, bcos he say, its hopeless, I cant be the gal he want.

I gave him a promise den, i said, Lets try for 2weeks, if within this 2weeks i still cant be e gal you want, den i give up willingly.

He replied, & he agreed!

In fact, i'm now quite scared, scared i cannot achieve. haii..
i'll try my best!

*thank to Ah fa, leen & jeffery for your help!

Dear I SERIOUSLY WANNA TREAT YOU GOOD GOOD!
your such a good fish how can i bear to let go my hand.

2006-08-05T17:15:00.000+08:00

hmm.. so long din blog le.
life have been up & down for me.. later gonna go town with dear dear!! *finally guess this is e 2nd time only. i'm so happy, i even went to buy skirt & top. Wat a waste for $$..
Recently told up a saving plan from AIA.. gonna save && every day to pay for 72bucks every month.
And i've been savin for dear bday..

Italy fireworks must be very nice!

2006-07-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

hmm... bzz.. recently hav a gathering wit my dance mates to celeb grace bday,kbox session, went jing bday.. & poor herr.. fall sick on her bday.. ke lian.. need to b hospialise, it's bcos of food posionin.. *sob..
deN.. worrk at westmall again.. Borin & fun.. hahaa. singin session yday & today.. poor kelly.. was single.. haii. gUys really sux!! bad ppl!!! always make char bo sad.. haiii.. Fun!! 1st time went singin wit polymates..!! Eleen voice was really cute hahaa.. & kim Leng was like a proo!! hahaa.. havv fun.. also went to buy jamie presentt.. tml gg joggin in e mornin wit eleen, den went sentosa to celeb jamie bday, @ nite go watch movie wit dear dearr.. deNN.. suNday!!! *excititng!!! Expo!!! cars in 2fast2furious!!!! & e stunt ride!!! whoo!!! i was totally pack tis wk.. & luckily i pass my econs..hahaa..got a 'C'.. anyway.. i'm glad dat i din faill...

i gonna love darlin more... caringg.!!
from next wk onwards, i gonna everyday gif eleen $10, to help mi save $$ for darlin present!! hee...!!! nxt wk pack againn.. haii... more & more proj!!! & wed bake cake wit eleenn!!! i've found another gf/bf ahahaa.. dependin on e date.. dats eLeen, my poly auntie..
:P
go chat wit dear le...
-take care & njoy uR life!!

2006-06-22T00:56:00.000+08:00

i hate facin e truth.
i am really scared deep inside my heart
i hav to face everything with mi & my hubb
wat shld we actualli do?
wE dun even noe wat's is e actual result.
Is It faulty?
i'm wondering..
Hope wat i'm tinkin is arrgghh..

yday went in johor again, jus to watch tokoyo Drift wit hub & his fren..hmm.. nice!!
I've bcum hubb de "Fair Lady" hahaa.. but i'm not hot & sexy, haaha..

todaY, i'm late for proj again.. sorry guyss..
dady changing car!! hee.. got new car to sit le.. woohoo..
*happy

tml meetin my bestie frens!! kelly & liting for lunch! deN at nite gg clubbin again.. *yeahh.. finally hubb allow me go.. yeah!!

2006-06-19T16:37:00.000+08:00

*WOOT, went in johor yday wit hubb & his frens.. late for a hr to mit ting, wE went to mos! i forgot to tell her to bring her ic & e bouncher realli damn fed up, din let us go in, so i paid for e cab fare to & for, from hougang bk to mos again.. *waste time... but its my fault.. & yday was not a good day for herr.. lots of ting happen to her siaa.. budden its like quite funni, luckily its not sumting serious.. Den we went in, join Eleen, my polymates'fren.. woott.. fun! at least i get to dance alot alot alott. butt i wannted to drink!! arrgghh.. but can only drink coke whch is FREE! hee.. hmm.. saw a cute guy againn.. hahaa. wE keep havin eye contact.. l0lx.. but he dun dare to walk over, so i jus heck care den he left.. arGh.. & ting was dancin wit her ex's fren, whch is like v funnnii, bcos e 'boy' keep on huggin her.. its like tight hugg.. pooor gal..!! & she saw a few of her fren.. hmm..
then continue dancing wit my junior, shufang.. *FUN!
i was told it end at 5am but it ended at 4am.. siaann..
& i dunno y Eleen's fren fren say thank u to me, hahaa.. it damn funni, not shuai, average lookin but can see he is gentle to gal.. hmmm.. guess im behaving kinda crazy & fierce rather den sexy infront of them..
hmm.. i'm v guilty.. but i din do anyting dat let hubby down! bcos i love u... stomach is quite pain while dancing siaa...*babay!!! *NNO!NO!NO!NO!
hmm.. onli had 4hrs of slp.. so i gg bk orhh orhh le..
tUe hubb gg clubbin wit his frenns... i wannnted to go along haahaa.. to explore. but its like kinda unfair to him.. i get to enjoy wit my frens but he cant bcos im taggin along, so its like.. my mind is meessy!!
Thurs got newurbanmale de party, woohooo.. i want to go!! but dunno darling allow me to go ma.. bcos he jus now mention dun alllow me go clubbin le, butt i wannt!!!
i'm totally crazy boutt clubbin maNN.. hahaa...
We're still young, so gonna njoy our life noww.. iff not next few yr, gonna work full time, we'll dun even hav e strength to dance le worr. rite?? hee...
wEd gonna hav proj... siann..
go ngng le.. bth le..
today will b a happy day for ting!!!

2006-06-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

Finally i'll be able to join them for our kbox session yday!! I cant join them for shoppin in town bcos my hubb was sickk.. Here's our pic in e kbox.

Yu & Bai Tu.

GF_ BF

rabbiit & parrot

Getting boredd inside e kbox, guess wat r we playing?

We really enjoy lott.. we'll all standing up & dancing while singing.. It's realli very cool & dat was also our 1st singin session together.. after sooo many years dat we seperate to our individul life... I want more of these days!!!!

We'll all e crazy funky gals!!

I love your babe!!! Muackk!!

2006-06-06T11:06:00.000+08:00

i'M trapped inside ur love whch i cant escape anymore!
i'm totoally crazy bout u!
holiday started, more & more borinngg.. soo. i decided to go work tml @ westmall againn.. & shoppin trip on thurs wit all e passt dancers!! woohhooo..! misss them so0o muchh..!! life bk in dance was so nice! wE won e syf gold together, cried wen sum of them graduate. hahaa.. kinda stupidd.. bk them.. they r really e memory dat hold me bk in jss.. *ThaNK U!
pohying yday ask me whether i wanna go work in tis club called "rav. i agreed, its a good experience to be waitress in e pub. But darling gonna suffer, bcos he gonna fetch me back home in e morning, actualli i noe dat dear dun wanna let me work them bcos of e workin hrs butt.. hee.. nVm.. i'm jus tryin outt, if i dun like den i can jus quit e job, & we're gg down for an interview on tis sunday! so ccoooll.. butt i noe, i gonna memorize all e drinks' name.. hopefully i can make it..
but gonna keep tis frm my mum, bcos she dun like.. *SHHHhh!!
sorry mumy... :)
i hav not do my E-Learnin wkk.. gonnaa do it tonite cos gonna apply internet!

2006-06-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

Yday i was brought to a roof top cafe @ holland v. I love e candle over thrr. He mentioned it was our candlelite dinner.. hahaa.. butt.. i really dunno how to appreciate e meal overthr.. After dat, we went to sembawang park, he wanted to giv me a surprise usin fire cracker, butt.. there was many ppl over thrr.. so he was unable to do itt.. deN.. he gave me e present in e carr.. soo.. i gave him e journal dat i hav been wriittin bout everyday & e card, but we cant play.. soo.. we headed bk his hm..
at 12am, wEi msg me, a 'A'.. i din replied, i replied him today, but he oso din reply me.. so haaiii.. if he could bring me to his parent n told them bout our r/s in e past, & he loved me still, i guess.. me n him, will now still b togtherr.. but i noee.. he wun let it happen bcos im ugly. Anyway, not to mention him again, but i hav been lieing to myself in tis 1yr with hubb-... so Sorry hubby.

We weNT jp jus noww.. & we played DDR..!! i lose.. bcos, he told me he dunno how to play, butt he lie to me, he noe how to playy..!! *ass...!!
back home, we finish e cake dat i've baked wit jingjing, hubb & me, e taste was not badd.. i likee.. bcos its full of chocolate!! butt.. u will get heaty e next day..

Hubb is now sleepin in my roomm, i couldnt slp.. i dunno wat to do.. i'm a very selfish person, i dun like gals to call him, & i will start tinkin wildd.. siaann.. i'm mad.. deN.. i will tink of breakin up wit him, butt.. i will regrett.. bcos i rely on him alott...alot..alott.!! haii...

siannn... hate all guyxx!!!

2006-05-30T17:43:00.001+08:00

late for sch & pon my econs lecture & ideas.. E ideas teacher mus be damn angry bout us.. bcos thre was 4 ppl who skip his lesson, & he wannted to see e mc within 3days ifnot he will deduct 3pts.. siann..
After mob lecture, me & my polymates went je eat & we took neoprintt!! so funn..

------------------------Today is my 1st Anniversary!! *woot! ------------------------
i gonna waiit patiently after 8pm bcos hubb is still worrkkinn.. i brought a deck of lover's card & i baked two cakes!!

1st cake, i baked it yday but it failed!
2nd Cake, today. din failed but oso not successfull, anyway, it's edible. :)
so no matter wat, hubb gonna fnsh it up.. hahaa...
sadd.. i gott periodd in e early morning, spoilt my whole day moodd.. hee
hubb- sayy today he will make it as e most wonderful dayy.. hopefully.. hahaa.. & i goonnaa pretend wadeva surprise he gave me, tis is taught by eleen.. thank ya.

2006-05-30T17:43:00.000+08:00

2006-05-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

jus came hm after econs test, gonna fail.. haii..
saw huisan n dat bitch at e bus stop, i din approach themm.. she is more n more pretty... no wonder.. wEi love her so much rather den me, or mayb is i hurt him to deepp.. anyway.. she got gd body, pretty face, haii..

i oso wantt..!! butt.. hAII.. I'm jus a ugly duckling dat nobody loves me except my stupid pooor hubb.. haii..
glad dat ur bside mee... hmmm..

life is totoally so borrinngg.. i goonna save $$ to clear off my billss.. & i wanna get hubb a xbox!!! dats wat he oways wanntt.. i wanna giv it to him as his bday present..!!

hip hop is no longer interest mee.. not fun de.. my $$ goonna wash down e drain lee..

tml worrkkin after schh.. siaannzz...

2006-05-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

hmm.. nxt wk CA.. n i havenn evenn startt.. siiann.. majority in my class hav studiedd.. & i haven even startt.. dun even noe wat e lecturer tokii boutt. & tis wkendd gonna worrkk.. no time to study siaa.. hopefully wun fail..

after schh.. jus went out wit shuan to ps & fareast... noe him since pri6 siaa.. hahaa.. but we din get togther.. goood fren ma.. hahaa.. v long din mitt him le.. he ish still e samme.. nothinn muchh.. nth to tok boutt. i brought a card game for lover.. cost 30plus.. waste $$.. but it's for my 1st yr anniversaryy.. so nvmm.. hee...

he wenn clubbinn.. waitinng for him to cum my hse... so siannzz.

i wanna slp & dun wanna studyy!!!!

life is so suxy..!!!

2006-05-16T01:31:00.000+08:00

yday was Mother day!! so i wish every mummy in e world, happy mummy day!
i brought e cake but jus ate it today.. hmm.. ouR whole family went to pariss & haave our dinner.. it's damn exp & my stupid sis insist of gg thr n eat...anyway, e food was not bad.. e environment is v nice.. haven upload e photoo.. will upload it sooner..so ya..we even took a whole family photo infront of e restaurant, it's so stupid, it's like we're e tourist.. nv being to spore b4.. anyway.. it's a great time for family gatherin.. everyone was happy.. & jis paid for e exp dinner..
wat a waste of $$$.. haiii... xin tong..

yday early in e morning, dear was angry wit me.. bcos i scold him.. den we din mit for e whole day & he dun wanna forgive me... so xiao qi...

anyway..today we din quarrel at all!! dat was great!!! hope tis will cont.. so.. i will love u more.. show u more caring... hahaa..

2006-05-13T19:17:00.000+08:00

yday hubb belong to mi for e whole day!!! finally~~!!!
He woke up late. Den we went town, eating, shoppin.. deN got 1 angmo damn cb snatch our parkin lot & say we r slower.. asshole man!! fuck his mother!!
Woohooo.. went chilling out at MOS!!! finally!! totoally free!!! aLL thank to pohying's polymate,shuan. He got e VIP n everyting is free..
E place is big!! got 3diff dance floorr.. we're dancin n sweatin like hell.. den.. got 3angmo join us...i'm not interested wit them so i din realli dance wif them, butt.. 1 of e angmo beat grace's butt n den walked off.. hahaa.. dat was realli funnii..!!! there is alot of hunk n chio bu wit big bust!!.. damn envy!! arrrgghh..!!
saw 1 cute guy at e R&B side.. he ish so shuaii...
hubb n mi oso saw a 20plus handsome man, drivin sport car.. dat was like damn cool n damn richh.. how i wish to noe him siaa.. & he was e VIP too0o!!! arrggghhh!!!
i wan $$$$$..
love darling more n more n more n more!!! mUacKK!!!!! notti boy.. hahaa..~
Thennn.. i told hubb.. i wanna go visit other's clubbin place.. i wanna explore..!! im totalli into clubbin!! it was damn nice to keep on dancin w/o no ppl interfer..!! & e music is like blasting!!! omg.. dats nice!! woohooo!!!
& i wanna curse e guy who touch my butt.. assholee!!!

sorry darlliingg. u was late for work & kenna scold by ur daddy & mummy, bet they hate me to e core!! I WANNA TREAT U MORE & MORE & MORE GO0OD!!! WIT CARING N lOVE!!

2006-05-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

Finally i can blog!!! I've turned 18!!
Let me tok bout my bbq celebratn!!
I was quite sad due to hubb din really acc me whereby he sleep over there at east coast park thro' out e nite & we din really have our scrollin dwn e beach.
We reached thre early because i wanted to book a shelter for my frens butt thr was no shelter near my pit.. Lucily, no rain & wind on dat nite. We did quarrel even thou' its my ay..
mingshi, sam, bel,xinyan,zhen rch thr b4 us bcos they wanted to cycle e bike but no bicycle rental shop was sooo farr...
Our 1st photo takeN..!
hippee~

hubb he worr..!!
yeah!!

settin up e bbq!!!

they r bz bbqing e delicious foodd!!

Then some of my polymates arrived,represent e whole class!

So happy dat they did cum dwn & sorry dat i din entertain ur..
Slowly slowly, more n more frens & arrival of food..!! yeah, finally can serve them e food.. this is given by sharan mother,
Sadly, i also neglect hock seng & daniel, so sorry.
Hubb den went off & come bk with a small durian cake. wAnting, kelly, liting & hubb force mi to eat finish e cake & surprised!!! i bite my own mp3 given by hubb!!
he hide it under e cake!! *hugz!
love you darling!!!
oUr photo b4 e cake cutting session..!!
my sweetie!!
sam he worr!!
wor he yu!!
parrotting!!
sexy babe..!!
Our family trEE!!
wt,min,liting!!

since every1 is gg bk hm!! i change my mind..

jasmine help mi to open e cake..!!
everyone wow..!! upon seeing my cake!!
i draag hubb to blow e cake wit mi!!
bday gal & her beloved hubb!!
makiin wish!!
cutting cakes!!!
Luckily it's enuff for every1!!! So sad, sam cant tok wit us but nvm, i love ur bday present most!!

Last photo taken b4 every1 is leaving!!
Left pohying, yu, ting n hubb-...
oUr 12am photo takin..!1

In e middle of e nite, there is tis craze guy.. shouttin.. n we was damn scaredd.. haii..& i ask hubb to join us, so as to protect us.
Den go cyclin wit pohying,to buy drinks... den.. yu is crazy again..~~ PUI!!
after hubb has left, we went to e rock for star grazing & wait for e lovely sun to appeared..
while waiting, we played poker..!! & took mani photos!!

slowly.. e sun rise...n fishermen was out fishin..

The sun is out!!

This is nice!!

It so steep!!

then, we headed bk to mac to haf our lunch. we will all fast aslp upon boardin e bus.

01.05.2006
it was then my real bday. i slpt at hm till 4plus until hubb rch.
I followed him to e shipyard at 8plus..

can see e big ship??
Hubb is then force to kbox by mi bcos its my bday!!! hee.. his voice was terrible & he cant even read e chnse word.. i kp on luffin, it's so funni!! then he not happy. so childish..!! lolx..!! supposed to sing till 3am but we left at 12plus.. bcos tml got work n schling..

Quickly went to bed!! dat was e wonderful bday wit hubb!!!

In sch, im into presentation too!!! actually it's not "into" its, i wanna train myself pract myselff.. hmm.. poly life is boringg.. haii..

sad!!!! i cant donate blood.. i went thro' all e stages, but e last want.. they cant find my vein..!!! wtf.. haii.. my hope of helpin 3person was *gone*

this is all my bday present!!!

2006-04-26T19:17:00.000+08:00

woohooee!!! i'm so happy todayy!!! went to photography!! n i get into hip hop dance!!! hahaa.. huimin doiinn hip hop dancee..!! sound so coolll.. at least e dance realli sux!! bcos e room is crowded wif mani ppl!! after a few pract, i manage to get it.. budden wen we row by row dance.. i forget sum of e steps lorr.. there was 3trail.. but dun understand y am i choosen... scare i realli cannott.. bcos i got poor memory..hahaaa.. nVm!! will try my v best!!!!

i love u darlinG!!! bcos u support mi so muchh.. mUacckkxx!!!

todayy..2 new gal came to my class.. hahaa.. finally not stick wif e "gal", kinda bad sia.. but nvmm.. bcos i'm lidat...

hmm.. gonna start e $$$ changer job next wk.. anyway.. its jus a job.. soooo.. i jus need to do my part n dats all.. hope... i wun miss any $$$..!!!

off to call my frens bout my bbq!!! so excited!!! thanks dar!!!

2006-04-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

Love relationship is not very happy... & i cant complain,because it will end up breakin..

Anyway, i tired my first puff of cigarette.. it's cold.. it taste nothin.. butt.. i'm really addicted to it. it's really very fun.. i was so excited!
At first, my heart was pounding so fast dat i dare not try.. but eventually i tried to puff.. I am really addict to it le.. hahaa.. it's really fun!! hahaa.. i jus could not stop laughing.. but he don't wanna let me try anymore.
My life gonna shorten le, but nvm. heck. it's a process.. it is jus a matter of fast or slow..
My body felt so weird after having e 2puff. haii.. diee...
Hee.. wanna try it again tml!!! :P

haii.. i have been into clubbing, pool, smokin.. diee.. turnin more n more bad.. haii.... but all this need $$$..

My school got 1 "fanier" cannot tolerate her.. haii.. think i shouldnt stay so close to her if not, i gonna be irritated by her. And sooner or later, i gonna lose my temper on her.

Off to study den sleep.. gonna wake up early...

2006-04-22T00:57:00.000+08:00

life so sucky.. so sianzz. cant stand it mann.. haii..

anyway.. finally finish wk1 poly life.. frens not bad.. at least today.. we went to played pool togther n i noe how to play abit le.. hahaa..

i'm currently into clubbin lehh.. haii. wannted to go so muchh.. faster turn 18!!!

i join hip hop, photography n cscc.. actualli not much to say.. haii..

no mood..

StrEss!!!!!

2006-04-13T12:25:00.000+08:00

hmm.. gonna start work later on.. sianzz.. still a trainee. still need ppl to guild alongg.. n SHE jus dun wanna mi n kelly to meet.. dun understand y.. we're not chatty wat.. & we are oso serious in workk?? isit real?? hahaa..
sp orientation finally over.. hahaa..i miss e flag dayy.!
wooahhoo.. hmm.. i wanna attend sooo manny tinng.. so siannz..
life do realli sux!!!

2006-04-09T19:24:00.000+08:00

another relative of mine pass away n went to another world.
sad.
of course.
life is short.
u never noe wen will u leave tis world..
its surprise.
so do treasure ur love one now.
life n death is jus a cycle but we will cry.
we wil be sad, bcos wen a person die, he/she no longer exist in ur life anymore.
there is no restart, its not like a game, once over is over.
treasure ur love one, no matter they are bad or good.
but there's alot of but but but in ur in between life.
i jus dunno how to put them down in words.
my heart is crying now.
wad to do, god started tis.
life n death is a must.
human being are weird,
wads e life after death, u nv noe whether e ting we r doin in e funeral is true or not.
so why not belief it? its better.
so.. i do belief all e religion bout wad they say.

tml orientation, none of my frens or my cousin is in e same class as mi, im in e last class sia.. 25.. so anyone study in dba,class 25. tell me!!!!!
siannz.. gonna make new frens, new life.
NEED TO STUDY HARD AGAIN..
SCH IS STARTING NXT WK!!! DATS FAST!!!!ARRgh!!!
haiii..

hubb laogong u must support mi, with mi!!!

2006-04-04T00:19:00.000+08:00

finally got e time.. to blogg.. back frm our honeymoon!! not a successfully onee.. bcos.. i'm sick e day b4 our honeymoon.. but.. we still manage to go thrr.. its jus not.. hubb din get to enjoyy... bcos of mii.. haii.. we went shoppin non stopp.. all dayy.. wake up.. haf our brkfast.. denn shoppin.. dats all.. denn eat medi... hubb smoke.. haii.. im realli a useless gf.. we did took a few pics.. hee.. in e plane too0!!! but it's inside his hp.. nvmm... so sorryy... cant get everyone stuff.. bcos i din bring a single cents over..all is weixiang dee..
sorryy..

wiff hubb in e hotell.

wiff hubb in e "tu tu motor"

2006-03-24T13:41:00.000+08:00

finally got my 1st new laptop!!! hAPPY!!!!

butt.. gonna share tis with my jiee.. bcos she did pay $$ for tis.. gonna return her e money.. asap!!!

kinda happy.. budden realli quite boring.. haii.. at first i'm excited bout tis new laptop.. but now.. nope.. haii.. i wanna go out!!!!!! but no ppl ask mi outt..!!! haii.. gonna wait for hubb to off work den can go out wif himm.. boring!!!!

2006-03-20T12:16:00.000+08:00

hubby have been staying at my home for 2nites!! surprise sia.. anyway... yesterday.. we went WWW with a entry of $4 per person, dat was pretty cheap! hee.. went wif jie, alex,jing,xuan,mumy and hubb.. i found a comfortable place for mumy, for her to look after xuan..den.. e rest of us went to play le.. at first had a little quarrel wif him.. but eventualli everyting was bk to normal..jing was scare of e water again although she was excited wen she saw e water..hubb n mi.. wen ahead to play e "lazy river", "wave pool"... i was sitting in e "flod", againn.. hubb.. drag mi to 1.8m.. haii.. damn scare again.. wanted to cry out siaa.. luckily e wave push mi back to 1.2m..hee.. after dat.. we spend all e time in e "lazy river" with them. while every1 was bk for bathin, hubb n i wen to Q up for e samsung...hahaa.. hubb.. scream!!!!! he's scare!! hahaa.. it was damn funni.. i jus cldnt stop luffing.. hahaa..
after dat.. we went to eat for our dinner at hougang plaza n headed bk to amk den bk to woodland.

eNd oUr WondErfuL daY wif smILe!

2006-03-11T01:30:00.000+08:00

woke up at 8plus.. went to ate mac with hubb at 9..after dat went sun tannin with him at je sports complex.. wanted to go swimming at e pool so much bcos i brought along my goggle..but..my bikini n my swimming truck was so diff..wan is brown, e other is bright blue.. haii.. tink twice.. betta not.. spend e whole morning thr wif hubb.. i'm darker alittle..
after dat.. mit kelly ong!! We went to to ask for jobs at giant n mini toons.. gonna waiit for e call.
we brought sumtink dat we gonna make tml for our bf... hee!!!
mit hubb againn..
went to play dota wif hubb, alex, didi.. mi n hubb was in 1 team while alex n didi was in another team.. hubb n mi won..!! although i realli dunno how to play.. hubb help mi alottt. hahaa. play till my eye quite pain sia.. anyway.. i'm realli a game idiot. haii..
applyin e sp ting.. was so troublesomme.. hai..

2006-03-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

yesterday wen to david's wedding.. its held in a cc sumwhr at amk.. it's v boring over thr... budden e mc for e nite is very funny, she's a gd entertainer..luckily she is speakin in hokkien n i do understand.. before e weddin start... we took several pictures.. sum haven load in.. so gonna waitt..
my sis n me.. do we still look alikee?? i dun tink so baa.. hmm.. her nose ish sharper... her face is rounder..she got thick lips.. her eye is bigger den mi.. So.. we dun l0ok alike k?? hee..

xiaoting he worr.. forever de hao jie meii.. she's my closest cousinn!! i learnt alot of ting frm her.. :P she is realli an independent gal. my O'lvl result must all thank to her.. she help mi alott!! althoug i'm a yr older den she is.. but since young she is like a da jie jie.. lookiing after me. hee.. n noww... we got into e same poly, SP, same course too!! Biz admin.. sUprise Suprise Suprise!!! hee.. so sorry ting.. gonna trouble u for another 3yrs if my appeal is not successful.

anyway.. end e weddin at around 11..nearby ppl even complain to e police.. n police came.. after dat.. hubb cum fetch me bk to his hse..

Today, awoke by hubb at 11.. he ish not workkin todayy. I am kinda disappointed bcos i couldnt join mingshi,yan,zhen,sam,hamster,huisan to their kbox session todayy.. haii.. wanted to join them so much but hubb wasn't workkinn.. im selfish.. bcos i wanna spend to whole day wif him! hee.. im so sly.. I'm so happy today too.. bcos 1st time went to je swimmin complex with hubb, jie, alex, jingjing. JIng was so afraid of e water dat she dare not enter or sit inside her cutie flow.. we manage to carry her to e lazy pool, wave pool at e corner and e mushroom for kids. When to play e yellow slide with hubb.. he go dwn 1st.. i was shock, i couldnt blief dat e water is so rushin compare to WWW. My bikini nearly drop off.. luckily hubb was thr to hug mi. :P

End e day by.. bringin jing home, while my jie went for studyin.. have dinner at boonlay hawker centre with hubb den walk around at boonlay shoppin centre.. went bk to his hme aftr buying some sttuff.. watch 9pm show together.. And he is sleepin like pig now..

sILLy pig!!!

2006-03-07T01:29:00.000+08:00

now tokin on fone wiff.. xinyan,jas,jiazhen,hansheng.. heariin them tokin bullshit.. l0lx.. so0o funnyy...
haii..
ben laii.. got work de.. end up.. gary ish a jerk siaa.. haii.. soo.. we all say dun wanna go worrkk..
two days ago... finally went out wif kelly, wanting n liting.. wooho0o~~!!!
we went to kbox together.. !!! 2nd timee..!!! hee..!! having funn.. budden end up.. litingg, kelly, wanting... they draw eyelinear... hahaa.. endded up.. i sing alone... sobb sobb..
hhmmm... haiii.. realli borrinng noww. couldnt slpp...
haii..
hubby ishh sleepiin soo0o...boriingg..

2006-03-03T09:34:00.000+08:00

i noe my posting le!! spore poly.. business admin.. sound great? lots of ppl wanna get in tis course sia.. haii.. shld i try to appeal n gif them my seat???
i realli dunnoo.. actualli i wanna go sp is bcos i wanna see wEi.. n dat's all.. but if i get to appeal to np, will sumtink bad happen to mi??/
y i cant get into accountancy???!! arrghh.. haii.. i reallli dunno how.. n wat i shld do!!!!
anyway.. huisan n ting(my cousin) had got into e same course as mi.. sooo... i realli dunno howw..

2006-02-25T09:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday hubb.. suggested to cum my hm n stay overnite.. it was his 1st timee.. woohoo.. i felt rather sweett... bcos.. he treat mi more n more betta le.. no longer scold mi.. hahaa...

his realli a pig.. less den 2sec he can fall aslp.. wen eva i look at his face.. i felt so xin fu.. hee..

i must 4gt e past!!! bcos e future ish so beautiful.. all thank to ting n sam..

& my hubb to gif mi his love..!!

2006-02-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

im madd againn.. they jus told mi.. wanling workin at westmall same level as mi.. haii.. shld 4gt e past!!!!! i muss!!!!!

sorrry!!! thanks samm n tingg!!!

2006-02-23T11:39:00.000+08:00

wooho0o.. i've finally pierce my belly n finally can post a pic of it.. but my fats still remind thr.. hai...

today ish a boring day.. latr still gonna go 4 interview.. againn

life sux!!!

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2006-02-23T11:28:00.000+08:00

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2006-02-23T00:39:00.000+08:00

hmm.. nothin much happen.. still e same.. wif my stupid temper.. everyday will quarrel wif hubb...
anyway... i've change several jobs.. n hopefully.. i can save $$458 for mi n hubb de 1st honeymoon
hopefully we can go bangkok w/o fail.. wo0o0eo0o..
awaiitin for dat day!!!!

2006-02-16T02:10:00.000+08:00

yesterday is vday.. i brought a psp for hubb.. hubb gif mi 12 roses n a diamond necklance.. but i lost it.. i v sad.. din even haf e chance to see it.. sorry dear..
we went to eat.. njoy e late nite togther.. hee..
realli love hubb alot.. now i noe.. got a gal.. name wah en still like hubb.. i delete her no. hahaa. evil me.. but im realli jealous wen hubb ish in contact wif e gals cos e gals might tink dat hubb ish interested in dem.. we nv noe rite,?? safe guard.. hubb ish mine!! belong to wei huimin.
hahaaa

2006-02-12T00:50:00.000+08:00

i got my o lvl result!!!!
i pass!!!!
i pass!!!!
i passs!!!!
i din let mom down!!!
surprise!!! my english i got a c5!!!
omg..!!!!
hopefully i can get into accountancy!!!
all thank to sam, jaz, kelly, liting, xiaoting, mr low, ms ng!!!!
lastly all thank to hubbbbyy!!!!
hubb acc mi thro e nite.. althought he ish sleepin..but he always ask mi to study!!
i love u guyz!!!!!!

2006-01-16T14:43:00.000+08:00

heya!!! its been a really long time since i've blog.. i've quit tis fashion le.. kinda sad.. @ 1st thought e asst supervisor was a gd ppl.. but in e end tok bhind ur back. asshole sia.. hai... gonna rot le.. sad.. nth to say le.. l0lx.. miss all my frens!!!! i've not play yet!!!!
sentosa!!!!!!!
every1 ask mi out har!!!

2005-11-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

hai.. o'level finally over le.. i should be happy.. but i'm so bored at home..!!!
bz n worried bout jobs.. cos i need $$ b4 30nov.. for our 6mth anniversary couple photo shoot.
he can book out.. n since den my life ish like thr's no bf..even i haf 1.. he cant acc me weneva i nd him.. plus.. he dun like to chat on fone.. kinda woried for him now.. cos he cough till got blood.. ask him stop smokin le but he jus wun listen.. dear arh!! wor shi wei le ni hao..
ysterday..went for interview.. so far.. i went to 3le.. but none of em call me.. sad..
i've dye my hair too..
i brought e 1st pet for me n hubb. its herlim crab - haha crab..
quite cute.. but i jus dun dare to touch. i haf 1 is white n red.. hubb say.. e white 1 call jaz n e red 1 call zen.. hopefully it will live up to 15yrs..kelly oso brought 1 for jasp, n she ish helpin mi to pay in advance bcos i dun haf $$.. will return to her asap..

hubb faster call me!!! i realli v scare..!!!

2005-11-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

o level ish jus next wk..!!! and i'm not prepare at all!! sux!! hai..
recently mr low,my maths teacher contact me.. its was like damn funny.. he say wanna treat me.. blah blah, ask mi not to tell any1 cos he dun like gossip.. l0lx.. tink weixiang will jealous??? mit mr low today.. i tink he intent to bring mi to town but in e end i ask him to drive me to woodland.. haa.. i even told him i got bf.. l0lx. dunno y lor.. sam say he mayb got motive but i tink...thre's nth wr lor.. mayb he treat me as a fren onli l0r.. he's quite a good person actuaally l0lx.. he seems to have prob in his marriage. wish him all e best ba.

hubb,is playin game now.. jus got a ant crawl up my hand..EEEEee so dirty.. dirty house sia.. l0lx..
yeah!! hubb can go my house le.. dun need to kp comin his hse again..

STUDY!! STUDY !! STUDY!!!

2005-10-23T00:54:00.000+08:00

I GOT NO MOTIVATION AT ALL!!! hOW!! i cant study at home.. n my frens all dun wanna go out study de.. hai.. boring.. hubb in camp.. i got nth to do. havin mood swing again..

i brought new hp le.. sgh 730 but very lan cant connect to e pc, i dun like it at all..

MY LIFE SUX!!! BITCH GIVIN ME PROB.. HATE IT.. IM GG TO STIR UP EVERYTING!!!!
I MAKE SURE SHE GET IT FROM ME. SHE'S NOT WORTH BEING MY FREN.

2005-10-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

Its impossible for me to make fren wif a bitch! thro' so many tings dat happened during my sec sch life,she is e worst gal i everest hate. so wad if she's pretty?? but she's oso a flirt. she will go for any guy who has a acceptable looks n will send her home.. bitch!
now she bom another news dat she n wei break up le.. haa.. funny. she claimed dat she treats wEi only her 1st bf n she wun be brkin up wif him bcos all of us is avoidin her.. it's stupid. they belief all her crap, but me NO. i dare to bet they did not brk. wEi wun easily give up on her de bcos she's a easy prey. stupid ger. i told her everyting bout wEi, but she definitly will blief wEi. bitch means bitch n i hate bitch!
my r/s prob seems to bcum worst. hubb rather sms sam ask her to pass msg instead of sms me. we'll together n yet i have not spoken to him for 5nights! omg.. it's always me waiting for e call.. He may dun like me le.. i'm not prepare to handle tis.. everytime this happen b4 my major exam.. jus like last yr wEi brk up wif mi during e period wen im suppose to take o lvl maths.

A v good frens will not tink twice of having r/s with ur bf or ex.

2005-10-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

It been 2days and i haven chat wif hubb on e fone.. wheneva i called him, he reject my call. He say he still nd more time. but actualli i knew dat he dun wanna tok to mi bcos he dunno how to face me.. he scare i control him again..
im such a useless ppll.. friday faster cum.. i wanna chat wif hubb..!!

i realli felt like slappin dat bitch. hubb,boyfren,belinda,huisi support me.
hubb even told mi dat even im in wr he will still help mi de. his really gd!! his e best guy i ever met.. why i cant treasure him?? why m i always like dat.. i realli hate myself..

dear w/o u, i realli couldnt concentrate well.. i realli miss ur voice. everyday u replied my msg less den 5.. wads actually on ur mind??

2005-10-10T00:47:00.000+08:00

i have not been studyin for e past 2days..
im not gd to hubb again..frankly speakin.. im since a problematic person who dun worth any1 to love n pamper me.. i v sure dat hub do love me alot.. but i take tings for granted.. i realli get used to him inside my life till i mus have him wif me..
he's now tired bout me.. i've hurt him too much.. shld i let go of him so dat he'll b happy?? he off his hp again..avoid me again..

we went to sungei buloh wetland reserve today.. e fee was cheap.. adult only $1 n student $0.50. so for those poor couple ur can try gg.. i remb e bus to take is 925.
its a place surround with nature.. it realli a beautiful place.. i love it.. specially i went wif hub.. but too bad.. we din finish e whole route. due to time.. so ir couple wanna go thr.. must go thr early morning.. n remb to apply insect repel..

i go try callin him le..

2005-10-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

i send testi to ling.. i scold her.. send sms to wEi ask him..whether he really love her not.. but he din ans my qns. He really love her. i will miss him but he'll be in my memories forever. i must concentrate on my studies and love hub with all my heart.. i've made a promise to hub dat i mus treat him betta den i treat wEi.. n i'll not let him down..
after cryin for wEi in sch today.. i've finally awake.. since he already found another gal whch ish my gd fren.. i shld bless them ba.. :)
wor hao wei da ah..hahaa..

did badly for prelim.. i fail my eng n comb human.L1R5 30.. wad e hell im doin!!!!
WAKE UP!!!

go apply nail polish le.. hee.

2005-09-29T00:20:00.000+08:00

Prelim finally over but no holiday for me. hubb today went in johor.. i damn worried sia.. cause he off his hp.. n now go into johor is more n more dangerous..
i failed to attend jas's bday celebration.. bcos i got no money. I still owe singtel 300plus.. god bless. any1 got $$ to lend me??? hai..
I felt like gg in johor to buy a dress n make up kit for tis sat weddin dinner.. iM budget!! i also have to buy jas present..
Jus now went running with hubb.. but his damn angry with me.. bcos i insist to go runnin wif him.. but i give up near e old blgps.. im hopeless sia.. Ended up, we went to borrow yU's bicycle. And i cycle,he ran infront of me.. he ran till ntu to look for han qiang.. he's sweating all over.but he say v shiok?? *mad~!! it was like round 4km leh!! oMg.. i cant even take it while im cycling up e slope and he have to help me push up e slope..
Back journey.
Now he is cycling and i'm sittin behind.. love e feelin.. haa. its kinda stupid la. l0lx. Cant remember, but it was like my first time sittin behind a guy bicycle..
he is nw on his way back.. hope he is fine.
Tomorrow take back paper, hai.. boring.. school till 1.45..
Min, Jia You!! left only one month!

2005-09-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

Finally able to update my blog.. jus finish a cup noodle n fry egg by him.. I'm still hungry.. Din study for e whole day.. Went ps den bugis for e whole day wif ting to look for dress.. n she's lookin for her prom clothes..*soo envy* c0s my sch dun have prom!!
Recently went to Chinese garDen.. nothing much to see.. it's all animals.. took quite a no. of photo wit hub.. hee. jing jing ish so ke ai lo.. omg..
hmm.. went to dental check up.. my teeth finally went a little bit in.. haa. less n less rabbit t!! yEah..!!
yesterday weent in Johor with him.. as u see. his driving my dad's car.. den we went in round 3plus.. we din manage to fetch my sis,bro n my dady din ask us to fetch us.. n dat idiotic sis... kbkm.. kNN.. say din fetch her nvm.. still kb so much say wad doct say dad mayb havin e chance of cancer again.. BULLSHIT! i believe dad wont de.. & e worst case ish dat we went in jus to sit on his fren NEW evo.. haa. my 1st time sitting inside a sport car.. cool.. but not dat scary..hai.. i wanna try more scary de leh.. hee..&we still went her n thr lookin for dat stupid youngparent magz for my jie.. end up we brought e magz for her in sg.. dat magz only cos for $5!!! and we want us to go in n help her buy.. wad e hell lor.. it's so cheap lo.. arrgh.. really hate her sia.. borrow plastic bag from her oso cannot!! stil say i throw temper. kNN.. dunno hu throw temper hu find trouble 1st lo.. cb.. dun wanna let her husband smoke still ask us to help her buy cigar 4 wad.. cb waste xiang $.. kNN.. she sux like hell man.. wanna treat u gd.. but end up keep naggin bout e past ting. i dun like to owe her anyting lor.. kNN.. n0w.. hub n mi.. got no $$ le.. hai.. waste all e $$ on petrol for my dad's car. we even help my dad's to wash e car.. wif e help of hub's fren. hee... dats was FUN! hubby realli did everyting he can as long as i wun b kena scold w/o no reason..
he jus told mi dat. all a long i dun treat him gd.. hmm.. how?? let mi ting of ideas on how to improving myself.. not studying today.. haa. i have not been studying of e past few days.. tml den start ba.. :P

2005-09-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

IM GETTIN jealous wheneva sam told mi bout ling n wEi..
luckily i got a thoughtful n caring hub.. i told him everyting.. he told mi time will heal.. i'M so luckily!! ystday went hub house n stay..i'm not e 1st wan to say happy bday to him.. :( brought him a hugo boss perfume..cheap cheap de.. deN.. i hope he'll remb e day wen 12 struck his bday n im wif him togther!!! it's his bday.. yet he have to wake up early.. drive me to sch.. wait under my blk for my parent to cum dwn..drive them everywhr n b driver. poor man.. i make him suffer alot. he din slp well since his grandfather passed away.. im usin him all e time.. i shld stop him. he's my bf!! hee.. TODAY ISh hubby bday.. wE din nothin.. plannin to go chnse garden but e rain spoilt our plan.. in e end we went compass pt shop.. n hubb ish on his way bk in train now..

im dead.. haven study pa..geog..phy.. dunno wad e hell i'm doin lor.. gonna fail my geo.. im giving up!!

2005-09-15T18:11:00.000+08:00

i nv thought dat such ting will happen. i thought everyting was over.. i use to told wEi dat ling wun do tis to her frens.. but i was wrong.. i am v diasppoint. wen i noe it was truth.. i couldnt stand properly..heart beat faster n faster..
ling cry infront of me.. n say she dun wan to lie to mi.. den y at e first place she wanted to b wif him.. wen she noe i still like him?? i lied to him.. every1.. but i noe wad i shld do.. i shld love xiang with all my heart as wEi ish over.. n aftr e fight.. i can nv contact him again.. i knew i cant get bk to e life in e past.. wEi hate me alot..
i got no idea why wEi wanna do tis.. mayb he realli like ling.. wad is his motive?? im jealous.. very.. i hold on to my tears... i knew i had to be strong..
jus msg ling.. told her im understand.. n ask her not to worry.. I AM LYING TO MYSELF.. N HER.. i mind.. mind.. mind.. hai..
i still remb dat he told me dat he wan to celebrate his bday wif me..but it being replaced by my gd fren.. last yr.. i celebrated his bday wif him..
i hope dat ling wun follow my footsteps again.. jus hope dat she will protect herself.. n becareful.. why does wei choose ling n not other gals..?? hope wei realli like him.. n treat her betta..
i thought such ting has end..but it looks like it's jus e start..
happy bday to u.. sorry cant buy u ur QUE..ur no longer mine.. n we cant start everyting all over again.. why cant u treat me betta at e start..???

no wonder.. ling told mi dat she wannted to get into np.. now i noe e reason le...
shld i hate her?? hate tis kind of feeling.. SHE'S MY GD FREN!!!

2005-09-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

im reallly mad!! i hate him!! i hate my bro!! HIS NOT MY REAL BRO.. I'VE TRIED TO DOTE HIM.. BUT HE JUS DUN WORTH OUR DOTE!!! I GONNA SEND HIM OUT OF MY HOUSE N LEARNT HIS LESSON.. MY AH GONG.. I USE TO RESPECT HIM ALOT.. BUT HE JUS WANNA KEEP MY BRO.. I REALLY HOPE HE SHOULD DIE... RITE IN FRONT OF MY BRO..!!! I BET MY BRO WILL LEARNT HIS LESSON!!! I WANNA GO LOG HIM OUT IN E BOYS HOME!!!

2005-09-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

to my surprise! i actualli studied thro out e nite wif my cousin,ting in mac.. but i keep on studing ss.. hai.. studied for 3nites.. n i havent studied finish.. stupid me.. hai..
hub haven call me.. today he's suppose to cum bk.. i hope he'll call me..
jingjing ish so poor tink..she's sick.. her fever cum to n fro... i couldnt dare to slp when i cum bk frm mac today.. bt eventually i went to bed cos her temper drop.. but my mumy woke mi up againn.. cos her fever rises to 40.9.. rush all e way to clinic.. den went to kk hosp.. luckily she's bk to normal over thr.. e doctor say likely ish we transmit e disease to her.. poor gal.. she's bk hm.. n fever oso cum bk.. hai.. realli worried sia.. hai.. *god bless her pls.. she's still a young gal..
sorry yingru.. couldnt went for ur celebration..
still haven buy sam bday present.. its her bday.. happy bday sam!!

2005-09-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

kept everyting to myself.. cant say it out.. hate e feelin...
i'm still a kid.. i thought i've grown up but im wrong.. kid.. made alot of mistake.. jus like mi.. but e mistake dat i've made... cant b forgive by anyone..

e kelvin won.. how can... hai.. but tink e kelly oso have e chance to bcome singer le..

i dunno wad i wanna do..

not yet study...

taiwan got typhoon.. hub is in danger.. hope he will be fine.. i will oso pray for hub de...

still deciding... tml wanna go sch anot.. hai..