Monday, March 30, 2009 Y
1 month 2 days has passed. My dad left us on 28 feb 2009, whereas my ah gong left us on 17 feb 2009. This few weeks, it was really a hard times in my life, that is to accept the fact that my dad has left us. I really miss him alot. I know i'm not a good daughter, i only get to hold my dad hand, kiss him on his forehead when his heartbeat already stop.
I will treasure my mom, sis, bro and friends forever, because i cant afford to lose anything anymore.
Fill with worries on car insurance, all the bills. what should i do? Not enough money..
Esp thanks to frens who stand by my side during this period when i needed most help!
Esp Zy.. he's really great. But he's not my BF yet!! and even so, I'm afraid he cant be the pillar of my life..
Lastly!!!! I'm a Diploma Graduate! Yeah! My sadly, dad is not able to attend my graduation ceremory. At least, a thing that can make him proud of in our family.
My Birthday is coming.. should i celeb or not?
I still remb, after my ah gong funeral, i asked my dad whether can i celeb my bday or not. At first he say, cannot.. but he added that i can celeb outside. But now, he is not there to share my happiness, cut my 21st bday cake with me and take our family photo tog :(
Labels: Memories of Dad - 28feb and Ah Gong - 17feb