Monday, October 06, 2008 Y
I'm feeling so much better, cause we just have a quick chat in msn. Yeah! I gonna have a surprise on Xmas from him. I'll remb and waiting for that day to arrived.
All i know is, his mind is in a mess. He dont know who he wanna be with. I no longer understand him, he kept everything to himself. Is he lying to me for everything just want me to give up on him? But how can he choose btw a 3days VIA 40Months r/s?
TO me, its a very big impact, My heart hurt totally. On the day we break up, he gave her a rose, 29/09/08. How can that be? THe moment u break up with me, u turn and gave a rose to another gal. I don understand y he choose her and not me? The only thing she win me is the farkin big breast. No more. Fat ass trying to act SEXy. Oh Gosh. ITs disgusing. I'm sorry for the critize. I want to shout-out! Why cant it no longer be me!! Oh ya, i shldnt be comparing with a fat bit**
I alr say, i will change. I wanna be a sweet & caring gal to u. I noe u need time, cos i know im bad to u at the first place.
ok. I really got hard time passing everyday, i cant be alone. Need someone to be bside me ifnot i will think and cry again. Every corner in my room, other places, there's memory.
I will cont to treat u good, need help let me know. I wont listen to u this time round, cos i gonna treat u nice. Hope u like the omnia and enjoy using it!! :)
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