Thursday, July 17, 2008 Y
Problems, Project has been accumulating. . .
Suddenly I felt so depressed.
My langauges, studies is so poor. I just felt that i'm so useless, free-rider who can't contribute much into e project. During the later part of the day, i just felt like i'm a dumb who totally lost and dont know what to do but to just wait for them to complete the project and i did nothing at all.
I dont want this! I dont like to wasting my time down there just to see people to finish doing 'our' project. I dunno how other ppl will feel, but i just felt that to them, i know nothing at all. Its true, but I still wanna learn. I wanna be a part in the group also but not a handicap.
I receive two warning letters alr.. Jus dont know why, this time round, i really scare of being debarred from exams.. No pls, pray hard all this wont happen.. this is my preicous last year in poly life!
Just felt that my friendship wasnt that wonderful, except sweety sisters.
Love problem didnt goes well so sweetly, its all my attitude and behaviour that caused a problem. *sorry.
Family.. i felt i'm not part of it already. Always back home so late, didnt have the time to have a good chat with my mum, and sorry to my lookalike 'sis' that i always show u attitude and temper.
Financial crisis... Still without fail, i'm still oweing alot of debt.. Dont noe where has my part time pay went to.. I need money now........ lots and lots of money to repay all my debt, den i will be stressfree!!
Felt so guilty now.. have been feeling alitt bit better after sms with mingshi! :)
She's really good in bball sia, so shuai. oh No! i started to admire her and the no. 7 from RP.
God, hopefully everything will goes on smoothly for me esp in my sch presentatn and working life.
Labels: So many things to do, yet so little time.