Tuesday, August 08, 2006 Y
Sat was a very happy day for me. Finally able to go out with hub although his hair cut was badly done by jean Yip. Nvm. In my heart your always so shuai although i always told other ppl my bf not shuai de.
:)
We reach marina at 8 and we waited for e parking lot for almost 45mins, & i'm very hungry because i havent took my lunch & dinner, was kinda angry with hubb.. But, bcos of me, hubb ran & buy me curry puff, so Nice! And stupid me, i still dunno how to appreciate. Now i believe that nobody will harm our r/s bcos his mind & heart only got ME! :-]
hmm.. after e lame movie, i was very hungry, initially wanted to go eat with hubb's fren but his frens was sleepin & playin mahjong. Hubb say that nite i was pretty in his eye..
hahaa.. i love tis.. :) We headed to Newton cIrcle & den back home.
But i dunno how to treasure wat's good in me. I took things for granted..
The next day, hubb was very late for work, continous 6days i nv wake hubb up & his late. His dad was not v happy den, but hubb still make e effort to fetch me to work. He even say sorry that he make me late for work, & he even ask me to eat.. Since a bf whr to find.. haii.. BUT he got a selfish gf, i dun allow him to go play mahjong with his fren & wanted him to cum down & acc me to work. haii.. I was angry for he din come down & acc me, & hugg me.
He brought dinner for me & den went off.
He wanted break off.
I cried.
I waited for him under his block & even ask his frens to help me to locate him.
I noe whr he is, but i got no car to fetch me there. Poor hubb.. slp inside his lorry at his workers hostel.
No matter wat i said, he dun want to patch back, bcos he say, its hopeless, I cant be the gal he want.
I gave him a promise den, i said, Lets try for 2weeks, if within this 2weeks i still cant be e gal you want, den i give up willingly.
He replied, & he agreed!
In fact, i'm now quite scared, scared i cannot achieve. haii..
i'll try my best!
*thank to Ah fa, leen & jeffery for your help!
Dear I SERIOUSLY WANNA TREAT YOU GOOD GOOD!
your such a good fish how can i bear to let go my hand.