Thursday, September 15, 2005 Y
i nv thought dat such ting will happen. i thought everyting was over.. i use to told wEi dat ling wun do tis to her frens.. but i was wrong.. i am v diasppoint. wen i noe it was truth.. i couldnt stand properly..heart beat faster n faster..
ling cry infront of me.. n say she dun wan to lie to mi.. den y at e first place she wanted to b wif him.. wen she noe i still like him?? i lied to him.. every1.. but i noe wad i shld do.. i shld love xiang with all my heart as wEi ish over.. n aftr e fight.. i can nv contact him again.. i knew i cant get bk to e life in e past.. wEi hate me alot..
i got no idea why wEi wanna do tis.. mayb he realli like ling.. wad is his motive?? im jealous.. very.. i hold on to my tears... i knew i had to be strong..
jus msg ling.. told her im understand.. n ask her not to worry.. I AM LYING TO MYSELF.. N HER.. i mind.. mind.. mind.. hai..
i still remb dat he told me dat he wan to celebrate his bday wif me..but it being replaced by my gd fren.. last yr.. i celebrated his bday wif him..
i hope dat ling wun follow my footsteps again.. jus hope dat she will protect herself.. n becareful.. why does wei choose ling n not other gals..?? hope wei realli like him.. n treat her betta..
i thought such ting has end..but it looks like it's jus e start..
happy bday to u.. sorry cant buy u ur QUE..ur no longer mine.. n we cant start everyting all over again.. why cant u treat me betta at e start..???
no wonder.. ling told mi dat she wannted to get into np.. now i noe e reason le...
shld i hate her?? hate tis kind of feeling.. SHE'S MY GD FREN!!!