Sunday, August 28, 2005 Y
tiring day.. hubby wen out again. tml evening den will cum bk.. hmm.. 2wks gone.. dats gd.. stil got 2more wks.. yU bday.. went out.. shop.. eat.. she saw KEN!!! omG.. its really happen wen she told us dat she got 6th sense dat she will saw him.. but too bad.. KEN wif his gf.. they went shoppin.. i was wondering if i saw wEi on e street.. shld i pretend dat i din saw him.. or walk towards him n greet him.. wad if his wif his gf?? den i'll b sad.. cos ger r always litat.. yU.. cried.. poor ger.. bday.. crying.. she was waitin for ken sms.. but she din gt it.. saddening. she's really a gd ger.. but dat idiot jus dun wanna appreciate her n take tinks for granted.. as for wEi.. i noe.. wen he realised my importance..its too late.. tinks turn bad went he went clubbin wif liting.. it really v bad.. i totally lost confident in him.. if he had ask mi along.. tinks wont turn out so bad.. hmm.. dat's past.. i shld let it b a memory.. n e most impt tink now ish.. treat my bf gd.. dats h0w kelly told mi.. i truly agree wif it.. n i understand.. wun make hub sad.. l0ve him.. mUuAcck..
went to see e maid le.. dunno y.. i tink it ish quite scary.. prehaphs its really e maid de face.. it painted greyyish.. like ash.. yuck.. so err l0r.. i scare till i h0ld kelly hand.. stupid.. summ0re bside mi is an empty seat.. so.. kinda scare.. hub not arund to protect mi.. s0bx.. nVm.. i'll learn to b independent frm n0w on. till hub c0me bk..den i gonna rely on him again..hee