Monday, February 07, 2005 Y
6/2 - wr0te tis in 165 de bus.
i'm mad! i did sumtink tat make him damn du lan agaiN. wEnt jp den t0wn wif him,it was v happy. i c0mpany him g0 sh0ppi, but t0 me ish quite b0ring c0s n0 space f0r mi t0 stand... -_- we even g0 eat fish n c0. hE gif mi 80 c0s he jus get his pay.
.=unhappy endi=.
he sae he go take 132,den i take train. i jus walked 0ff, i expect him t0 be behind 0f me but went i turned ar0und he was n0t thr, i was like v v afraid. i quickly went bk t0 find him but he was n0whrr t0 find, i quickly b0rr0w hp fr0m 0thr ppl c0s my hp is l0w batt n i msg him sae i'll wait f0r him in amk mrt. i g0t a str0ng feelin tat i wun b seein him again. i was very very scare. i quickly rush t0 e train aftr sayin thank u t0 e kind c0uple.then went i rch amk, i call him. he was v angry.he say why i'm always litat,tryi t0 make him unhappy but e fact is i really miss him al0t.i waited f0r him at his hse opp de bus st0p. he came, he l0oked tired n ngry. i have n0 idea wad had happen t0 mi. quarrel... i cried aftr telli him e tink. he mus haf tink tat im jus tryi t0 gain his sympathy but his wr, n0 matter wad i did. i din xpect anytink in return. i jus h0pe tat he can treat mi betta. i l0ve him m0re n m0re. he hated mi m0re n m0re to0.
i really dunn0 why i'm d0i all tis stuff again.. im crazy! felt like dashi 0ut e r0ad and die but i jus dun dare..
sia0 char b0!