Friday, December 03, 2004 Y
L0ts 0f tink happEn tis feW days...wEnt 0ver t0 amk my jie h0use R0T..
c0s she rent 1 0f her r0om t0 3guy s0 wE haf t0 g0 0ver thr t0 l0ok aftr e H0USE.. n i cant g0 0ut c0s haf t0 pei my mumy..n0 ppl wanna cum s0 far...
i've been meeting him f0r a c0uple 0f nights t0 haf supper 0r i buy f0od f0r him t0 eat...i th0ught wE are t0gther agaIN...but jus asked him thr0' e f0ne.. hE sae n0.. my heart br0ke agaiN...again n again.. 0nce things g0ne..it w0uld n0t b e same anym0re.. i regreted..felt like crying...but i mus c0ntr0l..c0s he wiLL b happier..
i miss him al0t..al0t..al0t.. wanna hug him!! but..wheneva i tell him..he will sae er xin... tis w0rd mean it al0t t0 me..c0s i really mean it..i really miss him..
ask him 0ut tis few days but he keep tellin mi he n0t free..i really want t0 c him..but i dun gt e chance... he wun mit mi..he was jus using mi...he sae y shld i mit u..hu ru.. i g0t n0thin t0 sae deN.. i jus kept quiet..
*siLLy mE*
im jus being used by him..
y he din wanna patch?? yet everynite he called mi..n tis 2days in e f0ne he even called me dEar..wads tt means har..?? hai..y..d0esnt he kn0e tt he was making me m0re n m0re sad..argh..i haf n0 idea wad t0 d0...dEn my mumy..jie..n frens keep askin me t0 take bk my hp..i really dun bear.c0s i n0e if i did tt..wE r really n0thin..he din 0we me anytink anym0re.. i started t0 miss him days n days..
yst celebrati0n f0r kelly bday...liting..mi kelly..went t0 sent0sa...wE cycle..walk..listen t0 e sea breeze..dEn we went t0 s0merset n eat e da pai dang.. at tt time it was raining..n wE need t0 h0ld 0n ub..hhaa dunn0 h0w t0 speLL..
dEn we g0 t0 hmv..hahaa...saw sly n taufik...they was infr0nt 0f us.. d0wn e esculater dEn liting sh0ut sly i l0ve u..hahaa..dEn she sae but actually i like taufik hahaa..we wanna take pic wif dem but paiseh...argh s0 sad..nvM..wanna meet him de..but he sae he n0t free..at tt m0ment..really wanna see him..but dun gt e chance..hai...f0rgt it dEn..0ff le lar..e jesse sae wanna mit mi...g0 prepare le...bye.. n i dun need ppl t0 pity mi..u understand..everytink is frm b0ttom 0f my heart... i n0e u still hate mi... l0ts n l0ts..