Monday gonna start work.. 8.30-5.30pm.. Arrrgh. Pray hard that i can work up and go to work.. I have not been partying and enjoying myself. Sooner i'll be facing with work and sch load. no time for other things else..

Yday went to claim for my dad lorry. The one he drove on when he pass away. Alot of sentimental feeling when i'm driving the lorry. My dad really have a hard life. when his life comes to an end his mind is still about work. However, the lorry is driving me mad because the battery is too weak, when i wanted to wind up the window the engine fuse.

My sis fren, Vincent's mom pass away.. may god bless her. This year is really an unfortunate year. But life still have to go on yeah..

I hope i'm able to enjoy my worklife in tacam and no conflict over there.

Labels: I gonna be Hardworking

I am still jobless, rotting and thinking what i should do for my career.
Yesterday went to the motormuse interview. Interview at 10am and I waited 2 hours for that person in charged to come! KILL me! He even expect me to join them for lunch and want to drag my time. My time is precious OKAY! Then went down to AIA Alexandra to look for my agent to talk about my career in AIA. I'm really wondering should i start working as an agent? SIM Payment due tomorrow.. Money money again.

Finally today manage to wake up and service my car. YEAH! Later gonna go out and wash my precious car.. Outstanding loan of $80k! Its really killing me.

Tml got another interview at 2.30pm.. Hmmmm...

Labels: Money Money Money

It my birthday today! Jasmine Wei HuiMin Birthday! Suppose to go work but due to some reason i cant make it, Im sorry sue. I'm feeling very emotional right now. Although i'm financial unstable, wanna celebrate this 21st birthday of mine because in the year 2009, lot of things happen to my family. Initally, decide not celebrate when my dad left us, but in the end, i decide to celebrate bcos it gonna be my last bday celeb. I'm 21! Gonnaa have my key to freedom. Guess what, in my mind, I'm actually felt that dad has given me the biggest present that is the car key. He left me the car key before he left us.
I really hope he will dropby later at night 8pm to Warren Country Club to sing happy birthday song tog with the rest of my sweet friends and family to me.
I miss u badly dad.

Labels: It my bday but dad is not around

Another Bad new again, My neighbour whom is also my relative - my ah gong bro's wife, pass away on Friday. The saddened things is my family cant went over to the wake to visit her for the last time because my dad haven passed 49days. When a human being have to leave the world, its all fated.

I seriously dont know what happen to our family, within 6 months, 4 of our GWee family members left us to another world. :( I really pray hard, good luck and good things all came over to us. PLEASE!

Saturaday Afternoon, went to Lim Chu Kang to visit my grandparent and dad. Finally i get to put up the rose, and even a small bird placed with my dad. Hope the bird will look after my dad on behalf of us. :)
At Night! I'm Off! Because its Poh Ying Bday!! Happy Birthday Sweety!! We had an enjoyable night in Beaulier House in Sembawang Park! I Love your cake!! Nice and yummy!
Headed down to clark quay, during that moment i'm craving for white wine again! Although, in the end we did not enter into any of the clubs and have my white wine, but its ok. I'm happy enough with my frens tog with me!!

Life is full of up and down, 2009, my life is all going downslope. On our way back, we was so happily talkin and without realise, I've drove pass the cross t-junction when the traffic light is still red!! And my speed was slow! The worst thing is, there is camera!! Ahhh! FINE PLUS DEduct my merit point! Goshh!

All the bad things is happening on me! WHen i'm really down, all the bad luck all happened to me! haii..

When will i have the LAdy Luck!!

Labels: Good Luck flow to me pls

Resting in living room, sat on the chair u once sat on. Looking at ur photo from far. My mind is filled with, dad why do u left us in a hurry? Why do u have to join ur dad when I have not done my part as a daugther to let u enjoy ur retirement. Pa, I really miss u. I'm wondering where did u go to'? Did u watch over us from another world. Like our watchmen, do whateva it takes to protect us and prevent no ones can hurt us.
Sometimes I did blame my grandfather from taking my dad away from us. Because I believe it's not fate that took dad away from us.

I met dad yday in my dream tog with my mom. But I din get to talk to him, but I'm happy enough that I can met him in my dream although it's impossible to happen in the reality.

I love u dad.

Labels: missing u dad.. :(

1 month 2 days has passed. My dad left us on 28 feb 2009, whereas my ah gong left us on 17 feb 2009. This few weeks, it was really a hard times in my life, that is to accept the fact that my dad has left us. I really miss him alot. I know i'm not a good daughter, i only get to hold my dad hand, kiss him on his forehead when his heartbeat already stop.
I will treasure my mom, sis, bro and friends forever, because i cant afford to lose anything anymore.
Fill with worries on car insurance, all the bills. what should i do? Not enough money..

Esp thanks to frens who stand by my side during this period when i needed most help!
Esp Zy.. he's really great. But he's not my BF yet!! and even so, I'm afraid he cant be the pillar of my life..

Lastly!!!! I'm a Diploma Graduate! Yeah! My sadly, dad is not able to attend my graduation ceremory. At least, a thing that can make him proud of in our family.

My Birthday is coming.. should i celeb or not?
I still remb, after my ah gong funeral, i asked my dad whether can i celeb my bday or not. At first he say, cannot.. but he added that i can celeb outside. But now, he is not there to share my happiness, cut my 21st bday cake with me and take our family photo tog :(

Labels: Memories of Dad - 28feb and Ah Gong - 17feb

Hmm.. A tiring weekend has past. I have dyed my hair back to the normal colour!! Yeah!! Credit goes to mummy sue who helped me out from that. And Jocelyn and me even drank Martel, watching Dvd and gossiping about. That day, I can really tell i'm gonna drunk cause 3 of us drank half the 1litre Martel. OMG lor. In school, i was telling josh, i wanna vomit!!!

Halloween Night over at StJames while working is FUN! Although, everyone is tired but.. who cares. :)
Mship girls dressing up in CowGirls, LOL.. Although, it's kinda lame.. but we really dress up. Initially, mummy sue was supposed to join Me and jocelyn last min. shopping over at bugis for our costume but sadly she cant make it. Well, i shall post up the photos asap!! :)
At that night, i even went out for a few drinks with norynn bcos she's leaving. Wish her all the best in whateva she chose.

Sat Kyla went to Powerhouse for the dance function, and have a quick catch with her. OMG.. i miss her hugs.. lol.. im also influence of having hugs with my frens, it filled with warmth!! And i even took her to a small tour around StJames. I really miss hanging out with them!! And we have not celeb peiyi bday!!!! Girls take note!!!

Another long and tiring week welcoming me. I hope everything will goes smoothly for me.. I shall pray hard and try my best that i wont skip my lesson!!! And wont late for work.. :( I only got 1 day off over at StJames cos not enuff of people!! God get them faster to employ 1 full time staff so that mummy sue wont be so tried!!!!

This week is totally an unluckily. Monday presentation was badly done.
Tue, met up with weixiang out for dinner and movie. Due to my forgetness, i left my laptop in the bus stop, luckily there is still sec school girl which was waiting for her bus, stood bside the seat and when i rushed back to the bus stop, the laptop is still there. Hengg..

But guess i'm really the ke xin, weixiang knock into another ppl car. No one is injured but his carplate nearly drop out and his new carbon fibre bonet out of shape.. I suggest to acc him to the workshop but he insist of having dinner and watch movie, so there we go to the place that we first met, Lot 1. This time round, the movie was at cinema 1. He recalled, the first time we had the movie was in cinema 2 which is his fav no.

During my dinner, my sis smsed and said that she and my bro met an accident. And they are on the way to nuh in the ambulance. How bad it is, 2 accident happened in a day. Our car is totally unrepaired~! hAI.. and my bro had a nose fructure and 1 tooth drop. Gosh.. When i met my bro, my tears nearly drop, he is so poor thing..

I've told wx to move on~ cos i really don have the time for him. I don wanna patch back when i don have time for him and in the end i'm afraid he will tell me that i treat him very badly and things happen again..

All i want is you to be happy cause ur smile is so sweet esp ur dimple.

Labels: Bad Luck Pls Go Away

I'm so tired. Tml school reopen~.. boringg.. and i have not finish my bd part..
Argghh!!

Yday he ask me to go out with him to kl.. but i gotta work.

I've decide to go out with him and decide whether is he the one for me for my life.
Hopefully by then i can make a decision out from it. My mind must stay clear!!!

This is the last time, im really tired of getting hurt and cryin from him..

Last min of booking a chalet yday is cool.. :)
Enjoy drinking, laughter..

Thanks to my bestie, SAM & YU!! u girls are the best. To be with me when i need your. :D

And not forgetting, Josh, Yi le & Zhi Yeow. LOL.. Both guys is knock out. And i got to drive josh bk home.

Too bad, no photo is taken yday night.. :(

I'M CONFUSED. REALLY. Shld i go back to him/move on??

I need great advice. I'm afraid of stepping back, I dont wanna cry again. I don wanna this thing to happen again, again and again.

But deep in my heart, we know that we still love each other.

After my begging for u to come back, no chance is given to me last week. U are totally heartless. Why cant u just tell me that u need time?
My tears, my swollen eye. Its so painful.

So now, after toking to ur mom. U are finally awake and i hope that u Really think twice whether to get me back anot.

I'm really afraid that i'll cry again. it's been twice since this year, 2008.

Labels: I'm hopeless.

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